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Miscarriage

°Nick's pov°
I get in the pool and swim around. Addison comes outside. "Hey." She says.
"Hi." I say. Going underwater and coming back up.

"She's pregnant, huh?" She asks. I nod.
"I don't know how to be a dad. I don't even know if I can do this." I tell her.
"Then leave her." Addison says. "You can come with me and we can have our own kids one day." I look at he like she had grown two heads.

"I don't know if I can be a good dad but I would never leave her. You have serious fucking problems." I tell her getting out of the pool and grabbing a towel and drying off. She walks up to me and kisses me. I push her away.

"What the hell is wrong with you!?" I yell at her. She looks down.
"I think I love you, Nick." She says.
"And I think your psychotic." I tell her. I start to walk away from her and she grabs my arm. I stop walking and turn and look at her.
"Stop Addison." I tell her. She lets go and I walk inside.

I go upstairs and change. Braisley was laying on the bed staring into space. I lay behind her and wrap my arms around her. "We have to schedule a doctor's appointment." She whispers.
"Okay." I say and kiss her cheek. We fall asleep.
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Four weeks later me and Braisley were asleep. I wake up to her shaking me. She was crying. I sit up and look at her. "What?" I ask her.
"I'm bleeding and my stomach hurts." She says and lifts up the cover.
"Is this normal?" I ask her.
"I don't think so." She stands up. "We need to-" she passes out and I catch her. I pick her up and carry her downstairs. "We need a hospital." I yell. Chase comes out of his room and grabs his keys and we go and get in the car.

She said if anything happened call her friend Blake and I do. "Hey, we are rushing her to the hospital. Something is wrong. Really wrong." I tell him.
"I'm on my way." He says and hangs up. Yeah, I figured out he was gay.

We get to the hospital and the doctors take her back. A couple hours later a doctor walks up to us. "Your wife had a miscarriage. You can go see her. She's awake." He says. I stand there. I don't know what to do. It's like a part of me just died. My mind went blank.

The doctor walks away. Tears fall down my face. I start punching the wall. I kick the trash can over. Blake and Chase grab me. "I have to see her." I say.
"Are you sure?" They ask. I nod. I start walking towards her room. I stop in front of her door. She looks up at me and smiles a sad smile. She was crying. I walk in and lay by her. I wrap my arms around her. She sobs and we cry together.

The next day I help her in the house and she sits on the couch and I leave. I couldn't be better. I couldn't stand to see her so broken. I feel like it's somehow my fault. I don't know how. She was broken she already named the baby and everything. If it was a boy it would be Johnny and if it was a girl it would be Haisleigh May.

I sit in my car and I hit the steering wheel. God, I can't even be there for her. I start driving and I keep driving. I have no idea where i'm going.
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Find out what happens next. I Kno that some people have had miscarriages before and I didn't write this to make fun of other people.

I am sorry for all the people that have had miscarriages. You guys would have made an amazing parent/parents.