Sad Sweet Romance\\ 𝑵𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒂𝒔 𝑨𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏

A day in life??

| Nicholas |

Braisley is hella pretty, but I'm a player baby. I don't do girlfriends. That's not me. I already got my heart broken once. Even if I got involved with her she would get hurt because I'm in a gang called Los harlom raiders.

I can't believe I have to share a room with her. In my opinion she's weird. Like literally when I first met her she said some weird shit about chicken.

I look at Braisley. She had black hair and black eyes with a little button nose that fits her face.

She laughs at something Kouvr says and she throws her head back and laughs. I love- no I don't. What's wrong with me? She looks at me but I can't seem to look away.

"Yo, Nick." I hear someone say. I turn around and see Jaden Hossler. One of my best friends since kindergarten.
"Jaden." I say. I turn and look back at Braisley.

She was now talking to Tony about something. I wonder what because she can't seem to stop smiling which is really bothering me.

"Who is she?" Jaden asks, I turn and look at him and sigh.
"Braisley. Newest member of the hype." I say, he nods.

"She's hot." He says and I to my eyes.

| Braisley |

We are at the house and Nick locked me out of the room because I wouldn't let them play the game so they are in there playing it while I am sitting on the couch reading a book called 'If he had been with me'

I have read this book multiple times and it is still sad. I mean Finny didn't have to die. They were supposed to have a happily ever after. She should've made him stay.

If he would have never went to go meet that girl he would've still been alive. I check the time on my phone and it was 3:40 am.

I set down my book and lay on the couch and cuddle up and close my eyes. I end up falling asleep.

I feel somebody pick me up. I open my eyes and see Nick. "Go back to sleep." He says. I yawn and bury my face in his chest and wrap my arms around him. He carrys me upstairs and into our room and trys to lay me on the bed.

I yawn. "Let go so I can lay you down." He says.
"No, you sleep with me." I tell him.

| Nick |

As much as I wanted to lay in the bed with her I know I couldn't or I would get attached and I couldn't get attached to her or anybody. I can't fall in love.

There is the only thing that is left to do. Be an asshole. "Let the fuck go." I say. "You're being annoying "
"Your an ass." She says letting go of me.
"I wouldn't fuck you because your not my type." I tell her.

I wouldn't fuck her because she would be to special to me. No that she is or anything. "I never wanted you to." She says.
"Sounds like you do." I tell her. She slaps me. It doesn't phase me. If she was somebody else they would've already been dead.

My phone starts ringing and I walk out of the room and answer it. It was Josh. "We have lead on the guy." He says.
"I'm on my way." I tell him. I put on my shoes and jacket and grab my keys and I leave the house.

This guy he sorta kinda stole money from me and shot my best friends girlfriend and tried to flee the state but I knew it wouldn't have been long before he came back. I get in the car and go to the warehouse.

| Braisley |

And here I was thinking Nick was adorable and cute. He's an asshole. That is what he is. He can kiss my ass if he thought I was just gonna let him talk to me like that.

When I slapped him obviously it didn't phase him. I hate him now.

I finally fall asleep thinking about where Nick went and I hope he's safe. I still hate him.

I wake up the next morning to people talking. I turn over and groan. I stretch and kick something. "Oww." The thing says. I open my eyes to see Kio at the end of the bed with Olivia in his lap. I follow Kio on tiktok, okay?

"Sorry." I tell him and then I stand up. I need a shower.

I get clothes and then I go and get in the shower. After I get out I go downstairs where some people are eating. I walk into the kitchen and Dixie hands me a plate. "Thanks, dix." I tell her and I go and sit crisscrossed on the living room floor.

One of the boys walk by and take one of my pancakes. I whine. "I was gonna eat that?' I say. I was about to cry because I was hungry and he took my food and I love food.

I eat a lot. I didn't eat much yesterday though. I would literally cry over food. I feel the tears prick my eyes. "Somebody get her another pancake for she dies even though she had two more on her plate." One of the boys says.

"Here." A soft voice says. I look up and see Nick.
"Thanks." I tell him with a big smile and take the pancake. He smiles at me and then  gets up and goes into the kitchen.

"Stop being a dick. I was just playing." I hear  Michael Le says. I turn around and see Nick has Michael pressed against the wall with his hand on his neck.
I stand up and try and pull Nick away from Michael but he doesn't move.
"Nicholas, let Michael go." I yell. He looks at me. Sorrow flashes through his eyes and something else.

He lets go of Michael and walks out the front door. "What happened?" Ondreaz asks.
"I don't know. He had Michael up against the wall with his hands around his neck." I tell him.
"Michael, what'd you do?" Ondreaz asks him.

"I was joking with him and he took it the wrong way." He says. Ondreaz rolls his eyes and walks away. I go up to mine and Nick's room and to a couple of tiktoks

I feel somebody wrap their arms around me while I was dancing to 'like that by: Doja cat. "I'm sorry." The soft deep voice says.

I turn to see Nick. He had bruises on his face and his lip was busted. I turn fully in his arms facing him. "What happened?" I ask him. I put a hand on his cheek.
"I- I have to go." He says and then leaves.

What's his problem? He's so private. All I know about him is his age and name.

2 weeks of being in the hype house and it's been pretty fun. I haven't seen Nick much. He never sleeps here. He's always somewhere out and about being private and It just bothers me that he's never here and I don't know why.

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hi hi, life is depressing. have a great week, everyone. :)

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