Heartbreaker 💔

the truth

Tony pov

" she I can't tell you I'm sorry she should tell you not me " Julie says then running after Alex

I felt bad I don't know what I did I scared her away I care for her she does not even know that I love her even tho we just meet she different but I don't know why

Alex pov

When Tony kissed me it reminded me of my ex Nick

Two years before

" I'm sorry I didn't mean to " I said crying I was scared of him

" I told you not to talk to him " he said mad at me

" but how comes I can't talk to boy's but you can sleep with other girls " I said crying because I know I'm not good enough he brings them to my room to show me how much better they are then me

" because I'm showing you how you have to be because I love you " he said with sorry in is tone but I new he does not love me

" where over " I said mad

" I say when it's over come here " he says with anger in his tone

I go over to him knowing what is going to happen he takes me to our room giving me cuts

Back to Alex pov

Only my mom and Julie know of how he hurt me in every way

I get home and run to my bathroom I get a Razer blade I kept hidden and start cutting my self every where then I here a knock on my door

" it's me Julie " she says worried

" ok hold on " I say but the Razer blade away then putting on a sweat shirt I then get up leaving my bathroom and opening the door

" are you ok what happened " she says worried

" when Tony kissed me i thought of nick " I say about to cry

" it's going to be ok her I will leave you alone " she says with a clam voice

" thanks " I say then she gets up and leaves

Shortly after I here a knock on the door

" come in " I say

" hey " my mom says as she comes in my room

" hey " I say

" umm Julie told me what happened I'm sorry "

" thanks mom " I say

She leaves my room and I turn on my tv and I start to fall asleep

The next day

I wake up at 5:30 I get up out of my bed I walk in to my bathroom and turn on the shower and wait for it to get hot when it get hot I get in I love the feeling of the water on my body I then start to wash my hair and the I wash my body I then turn of the water and get I walk to my closet and get sweat pants and a sweat shirt I was not feeling good so I brush my teeth and did my hair I left in down and let natural curly hair flow and put no make up on and put me black vans and went downstairs

" good morning mom " I say

" good morning sweetie her " she says as she hands me a plant of pancakes

" thanks " I say as I take my first bite

When I'm done I put my plate in the sink and get my phone and school bag and say goodbye to my mom and I walk to school as I get to my locker I get stoped bye Tony

" I'm sorry for what I did I'm sorry if I scared you " Tony says scared that I'm mad

" it's fine it's not you I just don't want to talk about it so can you plz leave me alone " I say I'm a nice voice not trying to be mean

" ok " he says and walks away

I go on with my day when it comes time for are in happy because art help me when I'm stressed out when the day comes to an end I see Tony with a girl and they are kissing does he really like me? Who is she? Did he use me? I just stop thinking about it because I feel a tap on my shoulder I turn around an see Julie

" hey do you want to go to a dance studio so you can dance the anger of " she says

" ya that would help a lot umm let me go home and change " I say looking a Tony

" ok I will pick you up at 4:30

" ok sounds good " I say as we both go are different ways I get home and change and grab a snack and wait for Julie I then get a text for Julie

Julie - hey I'm here

Me - ok

Get up and go to her car

" hey you ready " she says pulling out of the drive way

" Yes " I say looking out the window

We get there and she said I should go first