broken hearted love

The Funeral

[An thank you for reading so far im sorry I know it kinda sucks but I promise you it will get better]

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death....brooke was lost in thought. why her,why not me, why did I have to live, why did she want to die, I was there for her wasn't I enough.

"Brooke, brooke"

"Um oh sorry yeah" she said while looking up to see her friend Abby. Immediately she hugged her they stayed like that for a few seconds then brooke pulled away

"I'm so sorry about your mom, how are you holding up" Abby said. It felt like everyone was saying Sorry to her and asking if she was okay. brooke always said thanks and that she was fine but she knew tha abby would see though the lie so she decided to tell her the truth she took a shaky breath.

"Honestly I feel like the world is crashing around me,there so much that has to be done, and all I want is to just relax. ever since the night That mom died its like everything is on fast forward or something. It just doesn't seem real. I mean yeah I hated the things she did sometimes. And the way she choose to raise me was horrible.But she was still my mom and I loved her and I miss her already. She was my mother for better or worse and now I just don't know what to do" brooke crying now and abby was hugging her again.

"Were are you going to stay" Abby said. brooke thought about it she really didn't know were she was going to stay. She just turned 17 a few mounts ago, she just graduated from high school, just started a new job as a nurse.She had a lot going for her I mean she could probably find a apartment some were and ask a judge to sign papers saying she that she could live on her own, since you actually can't do that until your eighteen. 

She was about to answer when her aunt and uncle walked up behind her, her uncle Ray placed a hand on her back "Brooke are you  ready to go, its starting to snow again and we should really be getting back home" he said while squeezing her shoulder.
" we already have your room set up,  I really think you'll Like it " her aunt Jane added.

Brooke always loved new york in the winter. There was just something about the smell of the cold and the way everyone always stayed buddled up that Brooke loved.

Living with her aunt and uncle wouldn't be so bad but brooke still wanted to see if a judge would sign the papers, so she could live alone. She hugged Abby one more time and then left with her aunt and uncle.