On that last author's note, i meant to say dad's snoring lol.Just letting you know.Alright I'm UPDATING! Yay right? Took me long enough. Intense part coming up y'all. Hope you're ready for it. EnjoyXD Read on, Directioners! I love youXx and P.s forgive me once more my friends. For I had to type this having to listen to my beloved father's snoring and not Take Me Home:(
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Louis paces in the middle of the wide white building. I bite my nails and sit in the hospital waiting room chair, still disturbed by what I saw at the wreck. "Liam!" I shouted in desperation, "Liam my darling!" When I saw him at the crash I broke down and I'm not even sure if I actually shouted those things. I just know those were the things running through my head, but mostly "I love you" was what I thought about. I remember falling and Louis catching me and holding me on the sidewalk while I cried.
"We're here!" I hear Niall say in a very serious tone that somehow makes me smile through this. Louis must have called the boys and told them. I watch as one by one the rest of the boys come in and give me hugs.
"We're here for you." Niall whispers in my ear while he was squeezes me tight.
"You know we love you." Harry kisses my forehead and rubs my back.
"It's all going to be okay. He will be fine." Zayn smiles and sits in next to me. These boys are my family.
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I watched as a lady with dark flowing hair walked towards me, her smile not genuine. I stood up slowly, hoping for the best but expecting the worst.
"Rachel Payne?" She placed one dainty hand on her clipboard and the other on my shaking shoulder.
"T-that's me." I manage to choke out.
"This way please." She pointed down the hallway,"I will explain on the way." I shifted to my other foot.
"Can the b-boys come with me?" I hiccup from crying so much.
"Are they family?" She raises her eyebrows and skeptically looks at the boys. I look up at them, feeling Harry's big hand squeeze around my arm.
"Yes. Yes they are."
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I sit down by Liam's sterile hospital bed letting the words soak in.
Needs surgery
Paralyzed
Amnesia
'These are all possibilities' the nurse said. 'He is lucky to not be in a coma' she said. I felt like everything was falling apart.
I felt lonely. I felt hurt.
Tears fell down the boys' hurt faces as the watch Liam's body hooked up to at least 3 different machines. My face feels heavy and hot and all I want right now is to press a button and rewind. I want to rewind and make Liam stay this morning even if stupid management got on to him. I want to rewind and make the drive to eat lunch with him. That's why he was in the wreck- me. It's all my fault. He asked me if I wanted to eat lunch with him. I said I wanted to and right then I should have gotten in the car and gone to him. None of this would have happened if I would have just thought! I clench my hands into a fist and hit the wall over and over again until blood was pouring and the doctor had to pry my off the wall. The doctor mumbled something about stitches. Good thing we are already in the hospital.
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When they let me go back to Liam's room, the boys were all still there, Zayn asleep on the couch. I slipped into the chair they left for me and grabbed Liam's hand. He was still asleep from the surgery (he had to get things stitched up on his head and his right leg was broken) and he looked so peaceful. I stood up and planted a kiss on his still lips.
"Wh- I- Rae-" he never finished a word but I was smiling and crying so happy he's awake.
"Yes? Yes Liam I'm here!" I sniffle a bit and he reaches his left hand up to caress my face but drops it back down, being too hurt.
"Wha- what's going on? Why are we here?" He looks around, registering his surroundings including the boys. If he remembers me, then he remembers the boys.
"Niall! Harry! Louis! And..Zayn?" Niall wipes away his tears and points to the couch that holds sleeping Zayn and Harry and Louis sitting on him. They all stand up and walk over to him, each of them giving him hugs then walking out of the room to give us privacy. As the boys walked out of the room, they all smile and wipe away tears. Sadness is over. He is alive. Liam looks at me with a confused look.
"Why am I here, Rae? What happened?" He grabs my hand and holds tight. I sit down to explain.
"Liam, you were in a car wreck. You were driving to come meet me for lunch because you had just started recording again with the boys an-" he cut me off.
"Started recording? We haven't started recording yet. We start tomorrow." A knowing tear falls down my cheek and down to his hand.
"Y-yes you have Liam. The nurse said this would happen...Liam what is the last thing you remember?" I look at him while the gears are churning in his brilLiam mind.
"Umm I remember going to sleep and hoping and praying everything would go well at your doctors appointment and the first day of recording. Then I woke up in the hospital...." Is it possible he only missed 2 days of his life? A thought popped in my head before I could think about it. He doesn't know about the baby. Our baby. He doesn't know about his son.
"Oh my gosh, how did your doctor's appointment go? Oh I can't believe I missed this. I'm so sorry." He starts crying and I grab his face and kiss him lightly.
"Liam, it isn't your fault. Does the name 'Ky' ring any bells?" With all my might I wished and hoped and prayed he would spring up in the bed and magically remember everything. More tears flowed as he shook his head no.
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Aww poor Rae. Poor Liam! More will be coming soon:) Love youXx
