a little like fate [ZuWoon Completed]

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Zuho didn't get to see rowoon for few days since the tall guy became so busy with his study, though rowoon always calls and texted him almost every hour. He can feel that rowoon is trying to make up on him even though the guy is clueless on why zuho acted the last time. He didn't forget to send him everything he does and updating him who's with him.
    
     
Saturday came, rowoon asked to have lunch date with him and zuho agreed to it. As they entered in an Italian restaurant, a waitress guide them to their reserved table. They were about to order when a familiar person appeared
     
    
"Hey! Sorry I'm late." Hyeyoon said that makes them surprised
     
    
"You asked me where we are but I didn't know you'll come!" Rowoon took a glance on zuho who is now avoiding his stare
    
     
"Oh I texted you that I'm coming too. Am I not welcome here?"
     
    
"No it's not that.... I just want to have lunch with zuho." Rowoon can see how zuho's eyes got widened
     
    
"I-it's okay." Zuho said
     
       
"Thanks." Hyeyoon seated beside rowoon
     
     
"I'll go to the restroom first." Rowoon stood up and walk away
     
    
"Hmm zuho can I ask for a favor?" Hyeyoon started
    
    
"What is it?"
     
    
"Once rowoon get back can you pretend that you have urgent meeting or something so I can talk to him just me and rowoon? I need something to tell him but I can't find any right time for it."
     
      
Zuho didn't say anything until rowoon went back.
     
   
"Did you choose what you want already?" Rowoon asked zuho before he grab the menu book
     
    
"I think zuho needs to go somewhere! Right zuho?" Hyeyoon look at him but he didnt say anything
     
     
"What? You said you don't have plan today! Should we leave now?"
     
    
"Can't you hear? He has an urgent meeting with his friends." Hyeyoon raised her brow
     
   
"Yes that's why we are going now."
      
     
"Why do you have to come with him? Excuse me but I'm here though. You are acting as if you are his boyfriend."
     
    
"That's because I am his boyfriend hyeyoon." Rowoon was annoyed but still trying to calm down
     
    
"Rowoon stop! You shouldn't make a joke like that. I'm leaving!" He stood up but rowoon grab his hand
     
     
"W-what? A Joke?" Rowoon gave him a painful laughed "okay. You can leave!"
     
    
The moment rowoon released his hand from his, zuho can feel like someone is stabbing his heart. He realize how coward he is to the point that he wants to punch himself. He can't hold it anymore. He dialled dawon's number and his friend immediately answered it
     
     
"Why?"
    
   
"Can I go to your place?"
    
   
"Right now? Sure but what happened? Are you sick?"
    
   
"I have something to tell you."
     
     
Zuho immediately took a bus and went to dawon's place. As soon as he entered his friend's room, he can see dawon's worried eyes.
      
   
"What happened? Come here!" Dawon hugged him quietly as zuho's tears started to fall from his eyes
      
     
As he calm down, they both sit at the couch and dawon gave him a can of beer
    
   
"Too early for beer but I guess this is good for today's mood." He lean his head at the couch as he open his tv "do you wanna watch some Netflix movies or play games?"
       
     
"rowoon is my boyfriend." Zuho said and drink his beer straight
      
    
"Rowoon is your what? Did I heard it right?"
    
    
"You can call me gay or insult me or disgust me. It just happened. I fell inlove with a guy! I feel in love with him."
    
     
Dawon faced him and stared at him for a minute before he talk
       
    
"Okay Im just shocked but I understand too. Falling inlove with the same gender is not disgusting zuho. Being gay is not disgusting and it shouldn't be use as an insult. I can't blame you being inlove but can you tell me how that happened?
     
    
Zuho shared everything happened since day one and even the reason why he act so weird for days. he can't see any negative reaction from his friend. Dawon just listen until the last word he said.
     
    
"I can say that rowoon is indeed a nice guy. Now I understand why he's nice and sweet to you." Dawon keep on nodding
     
     
"I realize how coward I am."
      
    
"I can't blame you.  You have your reason but zuho you should think about rowoon's feelings too. Don't put too much emotion on something without even asking him or talking to him."
      
     
"What should I do? If you are rowoon for sure you will choose a girl over a guy right?"
     
     
"It depends whom I love the most. I don't mind choosing a guy though. Relationship with a girl and a guy has no difference zuho. It's all about love not the gender."
    
    
"Hyeyoon said she is rowoon's fiancee. She talk as if telling me that she deserves him more than me. What do you think I will react?"
    
   
"Hyeyoon said that but did rowoon feel you that way? You know zuho once you entered a relationship you should put your trust too. I trust you is a better compliment than I love you. Stop being so insecure zuho that's not healthy. And you can't hide your relationship with him forever. If you keep on hiding it then what's the purpose of that relationship? Think about it okay?"
     
     
They ended up playing games after having a deep talks. Zuho decided to went home when the night came. He needs to talk to rowoon and apologize for being too complicated
    
    
He gently knocked on rowoon's room, getting nervous that the guy is not home yet but after a minute, the door open and he saw how rowoon gave him a force smile
    
    
"I'm sorry!" He bite his lips while looking at rowoon's face "can I come in?"
     
    
Rowoon didn't say anything but he open the door so zuho can go inside. He sit at the bed trying to look at rowoon straight in his eyes while the guy is leaning at the wall while crossing his arms
    
     
"I thought you're not coming home yet." Zuho started
      
   
"I already went home after you left."
      
     
"You leave hyeyoon?"
     
   
"I don't know what's on your mind zuho. I feel like you are pushing me to her. I keep on thinking what I did wrong or am I lacking!"
     
    
"No it's not like that." Zuho stood up and faced the guy "I'm sorry! I'm scared that one day you will tell me that you didn't love anymore. I am the one who is lacking. Hyeyoon knows you more than me. She is too perfect for you rowoon! My insecurity is slowly eating me." His tear slowly fell in his eyes, rowoon wiped it gently
      
     
"If I said I love you, I mean it. I hope you trust me babe! Yes my family wants hyeyoon for me but I don't care. As long as you are here with me then I can live happily. You are my only home zuho. Just promise me that you will stay. I don't mind being in a secret relationship with you."
      
     
"What if I break the promise? What if I break your trust?"
     
    
"Well, loving and trusting you is my decision. Breaking your promise is your choice babe."
     
   
"I'm sorry!" He hugged rowoon Tight
     
     
"I will make this relationship work, I promise!"