a little like fate [ZuWoon Completed]

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Days have been past but zuho still avoiding rowoon everytime the guy tried to come near him at school and even went to dawon's dorm some nights. Ignoring rowoon's calls and texts, though sometimes he didn't see the guy at school but rowoon never miss any days to text him
      
         
"So when will you plan to talk to him?" Dawon asked in a low voice
       
      
"I don't know. Once I'm okay?" Zuho answered while focusing his eyes on the book infront of him
     
    
"When? You shouldn't avoid him for long."
      
     
They just stopped from talking when taeyang and hwiyoung went to their table and put their books in the table
       
     
"We saw rowoon hyung and hyeyoon outside.  After the photos of them went out I just noticed that they are always stick with each other everyday." Hwiyoung excitedly said
     
      
"What are they doing?" Dawon asked and zuho pinched his side
     
    
"Talking. Rowoon hyung look so serious though." Taeyang said
       
   
"They are both serious. Maybe talking about their future?" Hwiyoung giggles "it's so nice to have someone who are not scared to make you feel their love even in public."
       
     
"You talk as if you have a girlfriend." Taeyang laughed but immediately hold his lips knowing that they are in the library
      
    
"I don't have for now. But if ever I fell for someone I will make sure everyone will know. What's the point of entering a relationship if you will just keep it a secret." Hwiyoung rolled his eyes
    
    
"Enough." Dawon gave them a serious stare before he check zuho and pat his back
      
        
          
              
                
                
                
               
          
                
"For Pete sake rowoon please fix yourself!" Hyeyoon pointed words "what's your plan? Your grades are dropping. You can't fail this. You should work it out until final."
      
      
"You know I don't have time to study! I need to take care of my parents too especially my dad who are still unconscious." Rowoon said in a serious tone
    
      
"You think I didn't know what are you up to these days?" Hyeyoon bit her lower lips to control herself "this is your dream right? Please focus."
        
       
           
                
           
          
         
          
As zuho and dawon walking to the parking lot after their class, they immediately saw rowoon went inside hyeyoon's car, zuho stopped and just watch the two leave the place
          
          
"Are you okay? You want to follow them?" Dawon asked
       
       
"Can you drop me at the condo hyung?" Zuho asked back
       
   
"Yes sure. So are you gonna stay at your unit?"
      
     
Zuho didn't answer him even after dawon dropped him infront of the condo
          
         
         
           
          
        
As rowoon and hyeyoon went to the hospital to check for rowoon's dad, he saw his mom having a serious talk with their personal lawyer outside his dad's room. As they walk towards, his mom took a serious glance and face him as he stopped infront of them
     
      
"Can I talk to you son?" Her mom asked in a calm voice, rowoon just nod "excuse us hyeyoon."
     
    
Both of them went inside the room and leave hyeyoon and the lawyer outside
     
      
"What is it mom?"
      
     
"I need you to take care of your father's business especially our hotel in berlin!"
      
      
"But mom, you know I'm busy with my studies and I'm not into handling dad's business. You know that right?"
     
      
"Son you need to understand. You are the only one who can help our family!"
         
      
"Mom I want to be a doctor! I want to focus on my studies."
       
     
"You can't be a doctor rowoon. Your grades are dropping and your hand has a problem. Your dream as a doctor is so impossible for you now."
        
     
"H-how did you know about my hand? Did hyeyoon told you?"
     
     
"Your father is still unconscious, even before his accident you know he has a weak heart. You are the only one he can trust about our business. Please don't disappoint your father."
         
          
          
        
            
         
            
              
After having an argument with his mother, rowoon decided to went home. Hyeyoon volunteer to drive him to his condo since the girl is also going home already. Hyeyoon apologized for telling his mom about his condition and he can't blame her for doing it. He can see how worried hyeyoon is.
          
          
      
As soon as he entered the unit, he got shocked seeing zuho busy cooking pasta in the kitchen, he went towards his man and can't even hide his smile
        
        
"Y-your back." He said, standing and watching zuho scrolling on his phone checking the procedure on how to cook the pasta
       
      
"I'm almost done. Please wait over there?" Zuho pointed the dining area
      
     
"Sure!" Rowoon excitedly sit and just watch his man struggling on cooking, he even took a photo of him and can't help but smile
         
          
        
As soon as zuho finished his pasta, he prepared a plate of it for rowoon and even put a glass of orange juice at the table for rowoon
        
      
"Try it. It's my first time but it looks good." Zuho pouted
      
     
"It is." Rowoon giggles as he took a bite of it "are you sure this is your first time cooking?"
     
     
"I put my 100% effort doing that." He smiled
       
         
Rowoon immediately finished the plate of it
         
     
"You want more?" Zuho asked
        
      
"No. I'm full already! As of now I just want to look at you." He stared at the guy who is now avoiding his eyes "I missed you."
          
       
"Let's break up." Zuho said in a serious tone
      
     
"W-what? What do you mean?"
        
       
"Let's break up rowoon." He stood up and rowoon followed him too as the guy trying to understand the situation
       
       
"I can't understand! Why? Babe if this is a joke then I don't like it."
         
       
Zuho took a deep breath and bit his lower lip before he speak again
       
      
"I don't think I can hold on to this relationship rowoon. It's hard!"
         
      
"Hard? Why? What's hard? Is it because of those pictures with hyeyoon?" Tears trying to run from rowoon's eyes "okay babe, I made mistakes, I'm sorry okay? I'm sorry about that please let me explain! It's not my intention. I didn't mean that to happen."
         
        
"Look! I'm not strong enough for this relationship. I can't handle it. I'm too weak for it and I need space." Zuho can't control his tears falling from his eyes
       
      
"I can be strong for you. Please just stay! I'm begging." Rowoon kneel infront of zuho as he hold the man's hands "I need you. I need you right now! You are my only strength zuho please don't leave me. I promise I will improve myself and be a better boyfriend for you."
         
         
"Please? Just give me space. My insecurities and jealousy are eating me slowly. I need to give myself some space. It's so hard! I'm not strong enough to make this relationship public so what's the point of this? Please give me time!"
        
       
"How about me?" Rowoon stood up and wipe the liquids on his cheeks "you are my only comfort. Am I not enough for you to stay? Because for me, I will never hesitate to choose you always." His voice cracked
               
               
"I'm sorry if I'm not as strong as you are."
         
     
"No babe. I understand! Let's just talk about it tomorrow. Just take a rest first okay? Please don't push me away."
           
        
"Rowoon please? I need to go now. I need rest. Please give me space!" He turn his back on him as he was about to leave, rowoon grab his hand
        
         
"I-is this really what you want? I don't want this but if this makes you happy then I respect your decision. Zuho I love you, I always do." He squished zuho's hand before he let it go "always be safe!"
              
             
          

Goodbye is the hardest thing to say to someone who means the world to you, especially when goodbye isn’t what you want.