Beautiful Accident

Chapter 18: Unexpected Visit

He kisses her cheek, and her lips tremble, hungry for the same intensity his lips have on the skin of her cheek.

Second time, he barely scrapes his lips against her skin, and she blushes. He notices it, smiles and nuzzles his nose against the skin of her cheek. Her skin is warm and he can feel electricity pulling their bodies closer together. Their skin is prickling while their bodies are colliding.

She can feel him on top of her. There's a damp on the couch where their bodies are settled. That damp is there even when their bodies are not, since this place on the couch is their usual make out spot.

With time, her body readjusted after giving birth. Caroline lend her some of her home exercising videos, and when Stefan had enough time to step in for few hours and when she was rested enough, she would go with Caroline to the gym. She started feeling like her old self, and all of the fat from being pregnant was gone by now. Her gynecologist told her that her body is ready for intercourse, and that now all of it depends on the fact is she emotionally and mentally ready.

Which she wasn't. She wasn't ready two weeks ago, and she's not ready now. She wanted to sleep with him. Partially because of her physical needs, and partially because of the memory she held of their first, and only night they spent together. It was the best physical encounter she ever experienced, but it was one of the emotional highlights of her life too. And he was only a stranger. He was someone she had seen and met for the first time in her life, and he filled her body with such happiness, excitement, thrill, even though she felt nothing for him. So if it felt so amazing when she knew nothing about him and when she felt nothing for him, she often wondered will that feeling increase now when she..

Now when she loves him.

But she's scared. Of letting him down. Of letting herself down. Of everything falling apart.

He raises his head and his lips fall on her ear. She can feel his hot breath on her face. She shivers. He stars nibbling on her earlobe and a soft moan escapes her lips.

He can feel her chest rising and falling while pressing next to his. She can feel his strong torso on her stomach, his rock hard abs and a wild fire spreads inside of her under the intensity of his body.

As his body fills all of the voids of hers, she thinks how they were made for each other because they complete each other. And the way he makes her feel complements her feelings for him perfectly.

Her eyes are closed, but she can feel his head falling down, because she can feel his exhales everywhere on her face. Once again, he makes her shiver.

His lips fall on her neck and she thinks she's going to die. Everything inside of her is building up, ready to explode. Every emotion, every desire, every wish. She wants him, but she can't have him. He is hers, but then again, he never was, and she fears he never will be. She fears part of him will always belong to someone else and she will never have his heart completely, that she will never truly know him, every part of him.

And he fears the same about her. He fears that she lost a part of herself along the way, and that no matter how hard he tries, he will never be able to fix her, complete here, meet the girl she was before.

But she does not want to be the girl she was before, even if she were able to find her and retrieve her if it was able to reach in your own past. She wanted to be better, she wanted to be his. She wanted to be a woman loved by him and a woman that loves him, and nothing else mattered.

He gently bites her neck and she bends her body into his direction. It was erotic and sexy and unexpected and she moaned into his ear.

His hand had slid under her shirt and he cupped one of her breasts with the palm of his hand. She can feel him getting hard while he's pressing next to her. He's aroused, and so is she, although she's a lot better at hiding it.