Clearing my mind💚!

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After everything that was happening I just wanted to go to fucking sleeppppp! Like sometimes I wish Kentrell never got famous cause I'm pretty sure this shit wouldn't be happening. I was in the kitchen when Kentrell came in and nodded towards the outside with his keys in hand. Whenever Kentrell did that he was asking did I wanna take a ride with him somewhere. I thought it would be a good way to clear my mind so I put on a jacket and some slides and got in the car. I was laying my head on the window when Kentrell pulled over and just looked at me. I finally noticed and asked what while looking around, he then said "So you gone let some broke ass..pussy ah hoes get you upset". I mean they kind of did, but it was mostly everything that was happening to me. I felt the tears building up but once 1 dropped I put my head down. Kentrell picked my head up but I laid it on the dash board, he just started rubbing my back. When I tell y'all I was at my breaking point, whenever Kentrell talked abt killing himself I be ready to slap tf outta him but now I see where he coming from. Kentrell just kept telling me to let it out while driving, Ian know where we was going but Ian ask no questions. When I felt like I cried enough I just laid my head on Kentrell shoulder and played games on my phone. I have a big ass head so Ik he shoulder was hurting but he ain't say nothing🤣. We finally stopped and we were at a cemetery, I then said "when I said I was ready to leave earth I was just talking Ian...". Kentrell just laughed and we got out the car, it was late asf so we had to jump the gate. Idk if gates hate me or something but this time my jacket got stuck in the gate againnnn. We had to use our phone flash light until we came across Kentrell grandma well our grandma grave. We just kind of stood there, everybody told me I reminded them of her and we had the same personality. I never met her, but being at her grave made me feel close to her it felt like her spirit was standing next to us. Kentrell put his arm around my shoulder and said, "Momo I found yo twin she brought happiness back to me". I just smiled a little, we stayed for about 1 hour until Kentrell asked did I wanna go home, I just shook my head. I was happy Kentrell had a house here because I would've been mad if we drove all the back to cypress even tho it was only 3 hours. We got in the house, I went right to Kentrell room and fell asleep I barely slept in my room. I was so tired I fell asleep with my jacket and leggings on, anyways Kentrell woke me up at like 10am handing me his phone. I was confused so I just said hello on the other end somebody said "Hey how you doin baby girl" what type of 365 days shit is going on🤣. I just said good and asked who it was, the person finally said "yo dad" that's when I woke up completely up. I knew me and Kentrell shared the same dad and Teelee and kendell shared the same dad but I never spoke with him. All I knew was he was in jail and Kentrell sent money to him all the time. We talked for about 15 minutes when the call ended, it was nice to hear from my real dad. Kentrell saw I was happy told me to get dressed cause he had a surprise for me, when I got downstairs I saw a jewelry box. I opened it it had DIMOND earrings, a locket with me and Kentrell picture, and a iced out chain that said "Nba Mya". My mouth instantly dropped all I could do was tell Kentrell to put it on me, that was my first time posting on Instagram in about 2 weeks. Let's just say my Ig is gonna hate me with this new chain, what RodWave say "Johnny dang king of bling"🤣💯

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