Take Me Away [A-391]

IV

I always smile. I sit on my sofa and I always smile. Except that tears are still added ... I really do not understand my reactions ... Smile and cry ... But WTF ?! So, well ... I'm trying to think of something else, but my thoughts have no meaning. I've broken my phone, and I smile and cry.
Well I have to take care ... I take my computer. I'm looking on the net: How to stay happy?
I find a website: life hack to feel happy.
1- See the glass half full. [Author's note: fans of Au/Ra I hope you will recognize what I am inspired by this chapter :): 💚].
What is this stupid advice? Can't a glass be half full? It's half empty! And how will watching a drink and debating if it's half empty or full help me stay happy ?! Explain to me . Well at least I'll take care of it.
I go get a glass and fill it with water. I put it on the living room table and fix it. I just see a glasses ...
Ding! Ding!
My doorbell. Someone want to see me. Pffou ... I drink the water and put my computer to sleep. I'm going to the door. Kenneth ... what the hell does he want from me ?!
"Alan. I know you are sad but please come have fun! Keep smiling! Come on.
- Where?
- Somewhere."
I really don't want to follow it ... I want to be alone and test the stupid life hacks of the website ...

TO BE CONTINUED ...

Chapter not very worked I feel ... 😓 Sorry ... I will try to do better. ♥️ ️💎🥔