Take Me Away [A-391]

III

Kenneth is gone. I am alone. Like I wished.
I sat on the carpet against the dresser. I start to cry again. I hang to all the words that left your mouth, Vi. It was my dopamine. Next time bite your tongue, you don't know how these thoughts will run ...
I grab my phone to see if you sent me a message or something. I open our conversation. Yes. There is a voice message. I'm listening to it.
"Hi Alan ... I wanted to apologize again ... Sorry ...... I really apologize ..."
Yeah, that’s your excuse. Keep on going. Keep going until I can't take it anymore. Push the knife into the wound. Go ahead!!!
I'm starting to see red. I'm starting to have thoughts that I shouldn't be having. But I am angry. Damn!!! You shouldn't be in a relationship with me !!!!!!! There were a lot more good looking guys, you know !!!!! I hit my phone violently. It does not break. I take it back and tear off the shell and the scale. I start hit my phone screen against the floor. It breaks. I hit him until this fucking phone gives up.
After that I swing my phone which no longer works and go to have breakfast. Suddenly I feel drained of all emotions. I feel empty. I feed my dog ​​but I don't feel me ... I feel so empty ... So I start to smile like an idiot. I don't even know why. But my only thought and that I don't want anyone to erase this right smile on my face ...

TO BE CONTINUED

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