"and although she had never been in a relationship, or even in, like, love, she imagined spending the rest of her life with him" -euphoria
WARNING: this story contains, drug abuse, alcohol abuse, addiction, sex and profanity .
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TWIGGER WARNING ⚠️ : over dose During Lean's freshman year of college she felt alone, her dorm mate, ashley was out every night at some party, so the only time they talked was when lean was helping her get to her bed properly. but since ashley was too fucked up, she ended up passed out on the floor most of the times.
she never knew what the huge deal about partying and drinking was. that was until one night ashley convinced innocent Lean to go to one .
the only thing she can remember that night, was meeting a dope ass group of people. that's night, Lean somehow managed to get the name "party girl". everybody knew who she was. they knew what she was about, and that she was to never say no to any thing being offered at a party.
After her freshmen year, summer came along. She spent those three months with her new best friend Olivia/Liv. Nothing felt much different from being at college, they both partied and got drunk or high, maybe both. on one crazy night Lean got cross faded, she didn't think anything of it because she's done it before . that night ended with ambulance taking Lean. luckily they were able to get her in time to empty out her stomach, all the toxins and whatever the fuck she's been taking.
Lean convinced the doctors that she was drugged, she cried for hours just to make them believe her. and when they did, she thought about how stupid they had to be to believe her, she wouldn't even believe herself.
Lean knew exactly who she wanted to roommate with during her sophomore year. she made sure to get a room where three people could fit and where you could request your roommates . Regardless of Leans party side, the school knew how good of a student she was. for someone who only studied a couple minutes before the test, she got good grades. she knew her request for two specific roommates wasn't going to be rejected. and boy was she wrong.
Lean's request for a three person dorm was denied along with the people she wanted to live with. and if that wasn't worse, she ended up getting a separate dorm building from the rest of her friends.
She shared her dorm with a short girl gorgeous named Tara. Tara reminded Lean of herself when she was in freshmen year. the only time tara went out was to hangout with her boyfriend and his friends or to go to her classes. Lean was too embarrassed to bring boys back to their room because she never knew when jake, taras boyfriend was going to be there. so she'll go back to their dorm and then leave back to go to hers in the morning.
although tara and lean weren't as similar, they still became good friends, but not to the point where they would introduce to their other friends though. lean liked her friend group now and she wouldn't trade them for the world. Lean figured that since tara was more introverted, so were her friends. Not going out and getting screwed or fucked up means that Lean actually had to deal with her life problems. showing emotions was never something lean was good at. if someone was to ask her how her day was, no matter how shitty is was, she always responded with "good". or if someobody asked how she was doing, "fine" was her initial response. lean could be contemplating death, and no one would know a thing.
only one person knew that someone who constantly gets fucked up every night was trying to escape reality, which was colby brock, one of tara's friend.
colby never talked to her , he was like tara, and introvert who'd rather stay in then go to a party that would probably get shut down in a matter of seconds. but, when he did go, he would see lean drinking away or popping away her problems. he wanted to help her, he knew that one night when she decides to pop or snort a white line that-that could be her last breath.
colby asked about lean to tara, trying to make it not obvious that he wanted some information. colby would just ask "where's your roommates" , from there is when the conversation about whatever they were talking about turned into the topic about lean.
he felt the need to help her, confused as to why. everyone who surrounded themselves around Lean were just as messed up as she was. but why her? why the one girl who he knew he probably couldn't speak to because she was too pretty for him? not even his friends knew why, but he needed to, badly.
holaaaa! i hope you guys liked this little filler. its basically to get insight on the two main characters and how they internally feel. but i'm excited to see you guy's commentary and if there's anything you guys want to see i'll make sure you guys will! thank you again! make sure to follow and like this chapter 💙
