𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙟𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙠𝙤𝙤𝙠. | taekook [book 1]

letter thirty-one

3rd may 2017

dear jungkook

i was allowed to come to the airport with you.

i wish i hadn't.

i wish i hadn't spoken to you at all today.

you broke up with me just before boarding your flight.

you said you love me but you're dragging me down. i don't understand.

you said you didn't want me to be with 'someone like you'.

we're keeping in contact but you said we shouldn't talk too much in case we fall too deep in love.

you told me to move on to better things and you'd never like anyone else.

today was the last time i saw those charming brown eyes, your friendly smile and your beautiful hair that was getting shorter and shorter.

the last time i experienced the taste of your lips.

a kiss that seemed to go in slow motion, fading the world out.

then you left.

i'll never love anyone other than you, jungkook. why would you leave me like this?