So I've been writing journals for years now and I thought it would be interesting to post some of my entries and hear what you guys think.
I am not gonna post them all..
Some entries are gonna get deep and some are not.
They are numbered according t...
I just had an attack... not an anxiety attack but close - I just watched the last episode of the last season of 'Alexa and Katie' on Netflix. It's kind of reminded me of Laura, whom I've literally just visited. She gave me a blanket for y birthday - which I'm now using as a comfort blanket... because I am scared once again.
The unknown future is always scaring me and I'm not sure what to do with myself.
I'm still trying...
Where do I get in? AM I even going to get in anywhere? What if I end up stuck here...? What if I regret what I end up studying? Or where I end up?
The abyss is scaring me - and I don't know where to seek comfort, because the only one that knows how to comfort me, is asleep in Odense - surrounded by her friends and her boyfriend.
I'm so happy for her though. Her life seems so pulled together - contrary to what she believes - while I feel like an actual mess.
I guess some things never really change...
I'm so scared and feel so lonely...
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