KIM JI WON's POV
"Eomma! Come here! Pwease" Min Jae pouted on the screen.
"I'll be back there soon, baby. Just wait, okay?" I assured him as I tried to stop my tears from falling.
I am actually kind of hurt after Seo Joon sent me that text, also embarrassed for probably being too clingy, I guess. I really hate myself sometimes, I just wish I could turn back time to when I came back here and just pretend Seo Joon does not exist. Now it makes me want to go MIA again.
"I wuv you, goonight." Min Jae said in the cutest way possible.
"Ji Won, he has to sleep. See you tomorrow." My mom bid her goodbyes as she hang up the phone.
Right after my phone was turned off, I couldn't stop my tears from coming out. I miss my family so much, maybe the neglect I am feeling right now wouldn't hurt that bad if my parents were here with me. I also don't like the idea of Min Jae growing up without me, and he's getting really bigger right now. If Seo Joon wasn't his father, I probably wouldn't have to hide him from everyone. Why is a single text from Park Seo Joon making me this emotional wreck?
While I was crying on the floor, there was suddenly a knock on the door. Gosh, I don't need visitors right now, leave me alone! If I don't answer, maybe it will leave me alone. So I sat still hoping the knocking would disappear.
"Kim Ji Won, I know you're in there!" Oh gosh, it's Ha Neul.
I quickly got up from the floor and wiped away all my tears. When I opened the door, Ha Neul has the biggest smile on his face but it suddenly faded when he saw me, I guess he noticed how puffy my eyes were. But instead of asking why I have been crying, his first instinct was to hug me, which made me cry again.
"Aren't you supposed to be on a movie shoot today?" I asked in between sniffs.
"Yeah, but I felt like you weren't doing okay, so I had to come here." He grinned.
"Shut up." I pushed him playfully.
"Are you still moping around over that text Seo Joon sent you?" He smirked.
"What? No! I just miss my son." I said crossing my arms.
"I still find it weird when you say 'my son' but I should really get used to it." He laughed.
"Why are you here?" I ignored his comment.
"Well, Hyung Sik invited me for his Thanksgiving party tonight and I was wondering you'd come with me?" He requested in his forced baby voice.
"No, Hyung Sik is Seo Joon's best-friend so he'll probably be there." I groaned.
"Actually, no because Seo Joon went to Japan yesterday for a photoshoot so..." he countered.
"Why do you know his whereabouts?" I looked at him weirdly.
"Instagram..." he stated as he waved his phone in front of my face.
"Come on! For old times sake, I mean we were in a show together." He insisted.
"Fine! But you'll have to pick me up, I'm not driving on my own." I commanded.
"Sure, babe." He smirked which made my heart fluttered. No, stop it.
"Ew, don't call me that." I tried to act cool.
"Well, everyone thinks we're dating, so might as well call you that." He laughed at me but I just rolled my eyes at him.
"Still can't believe you kissed me on the lips on National Television." He teased.
"I told you, my phone fell. I didn't do it on purpose!" I fight back as I tried to get a hold of him but he moved to quickly.
Now, we look like two year olds running around my apartment.
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It was already 9 PM and we arrived just on time at Park Hyung Sik's party. Most of the people who were there were celebrities and probably Hyung Sik's staffs and friends. I was too occupied looking for Park Seo Joon incase he suddenly show up that I let Ha Neul drag me around.
"Ji Won! I'm so happy to see you again!" Hyung Sik greeted as he hugged me really tight.
"Hyung Sik! Congratulations on the success of your movie!" I greeted him back.
"Wow! It's been so long!" He smiled widely at both Ha Neul and I.
"Yeah." I shyly smiled back at him.
"I can't believe you ended up together, I mean I kinda knew there was something but I just didn't know it was serious." He laughed so I faked a laugh too.
"Oh wait here, I can't believe Seo Joon came." He giddily laughed as he walked passed us.
I turned to Ha Neul who was now biting his lip as he stared into spaces.
"I thought you said he wasn't coming?" I asked through gritted teeth.
"He must really love Hyung Sik?" He suggested as he gave me a apologetic look.
Why do I keep putting myself in this situation?
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Sorry for the very late update, I had a writer's block 😭😭😭
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