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chapter22

                                                                           Tink is it to much

tryin to find love in the cold world

i just want an answer i cant be the onlyone 

Somebody real is hard to find
Somebody worth all your time.
Somebody hope to tell you the truth.
Someone who loves you for you.
Someone who knows all of your flaws and
Doesn't impose, try to control them.
Let's you be free,
Doesn't deceive and
Gives you a chance to believe,
Believe in something.

anssia pov cont...

as i bumped into a hard frame i looked up it was ac damn he got more finne then he was he got tattos on his neck arms chest his full pink lips an prefect white smile an the way he licked his lip got me soaked llol

ac. wassup ma no long time no see he a smirk on his face even his smirkes was sexy af

nothin same for you who u don got all fine for an why u down an 305 

llol he chuckled me get all fine mami i been fine where u been at im down hea visting an looking a property  he looked me up an down an bite his lips

i see us still fine af well you know llol

yah soo wats up wit me getting ur number

ig we swiped numbers i put his under ugly

an he put mines under my somebody

after that i went home an packed me aniyah bags for cail took a shower an facetime august 

ig he didnt know he clicked answer i seen chyna naked riding his dick while him throwing his head back 

he final realized that clicked answer 

an tear sliped from my eyes

i knew it was to good to be true

i threw the phone to the wall

an cryed

is it to is to much

i just need some body to love me for me baby

after it felt like a hr i got up looked an the glass an staired at my reflection

iam not pretty enough

iam not a good gf

more tears fall down my face i ran out the house an jump an my car 

i turned on jhene aki drinking an driving

Man the view was so nice from here
Dancing on the edge with you, but I am not scared with you
Could you remind me why I am here?
I can only feel with you, I am only real with you
So I need you to tell me
That you love me some more
Put your hands on my body
Till the my clothes hit the floor
I know you barely know me, but tonight I am yours
Ask me what do I want I
Say whatever can cure this, mess

Do whatever I'm yours
Do whatever can cure this loneliness, yes
Do whatever I'm yours
Do whatever I'm sure

Anything, anything, anything anything to feel alive
Anything anything anything to feel my heart beating
Anything anything anything to feel like I am still here
Anything anything anything to feel like I'm still needed

Na na na, oh yeah yea yea

I-I got one hand on this bottle
One foot on the gas
I'm searching for trouble
I'm going too fast
I'm running from shadows
I'm hoping to crash
Just to wake me up from the pain and the past
Hennessy plenty weed, do you have anything stronger
I don't care give it here
Wanna make this high last longer
Unafraid unaware can't you see that I am dying
Wanna feel what is real anything is worth me trying

Hook

Is there life after death
Or should I hold my breath
I just don't know
I just wanna go
Wherever you take me, oh yeah
And if it all comes don't to this
If all comes down
If all it comes to this
One man
If it all comes down to this
Will you be around?
Will you be the one keeping me alive

as i speed down the highway tears blurring my vesion my  runinng hunderd miles pur min

i think about all the good times an my life with my daddy an how he lookin down at me disspoint on how im living a stripper at the age of 20 with child 

then think about the smile on my daughter face its crazy i made something so beautiful an a cold world

i fell as if im not good enough 

an thats when i heard a big crash as i looked up all seen was blacknesss an i let out a precieng scream

let the lord be with me an watch over my daughter i felt a tear slip from my eye

i fell into a deep sleep....

august pov:

damn i really fucked like really fucked up i didnt mean to fuck chyna duck ass but she was there an i was horny 

like fuck i lost the best thing evey for somthing in the moment 

as i set on my bed with tears in my eye i seen a breaknews

a truck crashed an into an all white audi 

my heart drop beacuse i knew that car from enywhere 

i drop to my kness

no no no pleass lord pleasss im sorry lord forgive i didint mean to hurt 

i didnt mean pleas let her be alive she leaving behind a beautiful lil guh

its my fault it all my fault

tyga:

i was mad af i was hurt tears fallin my jaw clinched 

i knew somthing wasnt right 

anssia just got into a bad crash an might not make dis shit is all fucked up man i cant even finsh this pov

unknown: lord my daughter why why im so so sorry for all the bad i had done 

erbody else: damn anssia my homie might not make her car was smashed in like damn why her

 3 months later......