The Only String Attached

24

BELA

"I missed you too",Mahir said breathing heavily.

I was resting my forehead against his, and we both were breathing heavily. I just forgot everything when I saw him. My legs were numb. I dint realize he carried me like a baby to my room.

I just poured my feelings for him in this kiss. I dint care what he will think. I just missed him a lot.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at him. He was also looking at me.

"You missed me this much, that you took my breath away"? he asked.

"Yes! I missed you",I said without any shame.

He tightened his grip on me by pulling me more into him. I felt something poking.

God no! He is hard.

I came back into the reality and saw, I was sitting on him just as Mahira sits on me and him.

I was straddling him!

I don't know how to react to this also now. I was about to get out of his grip,but he stopped me by pinching my waist.

"Ahh",I sighed rubbing my waist looking at him.

Idiot. He was smirking.

"It's hurting Mahir",I said.

"I was hurt more than this when I was away from you", he said easing my pain over there.

My legs were turned into jelly now. I'm numb again.

My body ignites with his every touch.

"Bela, can I ask you something"? he asked.

I nodded.

"Do you have any fantasy with me"? he asked.

What the fish?

Why is he asking about the closed chapter in my life.

"Mah....Mahir... what are...what are you asking"?I said looking away.

He pulled my face closer and asked again
"Tell me Bela, I'm not joking. Any simple fantasy"? he asked.

I have imagined many fantasies with him,but I cannot share with him. But he is not going to leave me today.

OK. Nothing wrong in telling one from my list.

"Yes. I...I w...want to cuddle with you all... all night",I said and closed my eyes immediately.

There was silence again. I slowly opened my eyes and looked at him.

His pupils were dilated,dark, filled with love and passion.

"I'm.... I'm sorry",I said trying to get up from him.

He held me again and nodded 'no'.

What is he going to do now?

I could just listen to my heartbeat in this thick silence. I could smell his after shower smell.

Me or him, both were not blinking our eyes.

In a one swift motion,he flipped us and in no time my body touched the soft mattress.

I looked at him and now my heart beats were drumming in my ears. I was in the sleeping position and he was on his knees near my legs.

He removed his tee and threw it somewhere in the room.

My pupils dilated looking at him. Is he going to kill me today?

I just want to touch his body, feel his dips. I want to feel every muscle of his body.

He hovered on me pinning my each hand beside my head. He locked  our fingers together. I felt his whole weight on me. I'm feeling him.