Shy baby, SMILE!!

Part 1

Dear readers

First chapter of this story. I hope you like it. With all my love !!!😘

-Khaotung!

-Hello Mae. Khao got home somehow desperate, something was wrong with him ...

-Son, how was college? she asked

- Good, Mae. Khao was desperate to use the bathroom immediately, he could not stand it ... .- Mae we can talk later? I need to go to the bathroom urgently ...

- Again, Khaotang, when will you learn to control your nerves !!! For God's sake boy!

Khaotang ran up to his room.... His guts did not wait. As soon as I entered his bedroom he throw his backpack and he got to the bathroom. He sat on the toilet and immediately rested ... he was sweating cold ... but his body definitely was feeling better ...

- How long do I have to endure this!!!, I can't continue like this !!!! He screamed and cried while he was sitting in his toilet (hhahahahah, I imagine this scene in a bl)😂😂🤣🤣🤣

When he came out of the bathroom, he took off his tie and took his Ipad out of his backpack, today he would do something about his problem. As his best friend Lali had suggested.

Flashback

-Khao, you can't go on like this, every time a cute boy approaches you, you act strange, you talk nonsense, you start to sweat and even your stomach is affected.

- I've been like this since I was in high school, until today I have not been able to overcome it.

- Uhmmmm, why don't you do something, start to write a journal , write all the symptoms there, how do you start, what do you feel, since when did this start? What triggers the symptoms? Maybe we can find some way to stop it, or can we go to a specialist who can help you with your problem?

- Are you saying to keep a journal?

-Uhmmm, yep

- But that's for children, I'm already old enough to keep a Journal, Khao said incredulously.

-Do you want to heal? Yes or no?

End of flashback

What a ridiculous thing!! Khao told himself as he took his Ipad out of his backpack. But if this helped me lose my fear of cute boys, I would do anything. Especially to get the courage I need to be able to speak to your Crush, my Podd.

- Okay, let's get started. He said to himself and he began to write.

Dear Diary....

-What is this!!! It's ridiculous. And Iheimmediately deleted what he had written

Day 1

My name is Khaotung Thannawat, I am 21 years old, I'm a second year student of Literature at the university. I like boys, but I've never had a boyfriend. Are you wondering why? I have a big problem ... I suffer from phobia to cute boys. Well, I think so! My symptoms started long ago when I was in high school when I discovered that I liked one of my classmate. Joss, he was a very cute boy, the dream of every girl or boy, he was handsome, tall, with beautiful lips, intelligent, sportsman with a hot body like a Greek god ... I tried to approach to him several times, but I was a victim of this that torments me. I started to sweat like I was in a sauna, my hands trembled ... my stomach reacted in the worst way, it even made me dumb ... being a boy with a very happy and friendly personality. I can't do it when he's a cute boy ... Even my smile disappears ... Because I'm telling you this. I need to get rid of this I need to get closer to the man I like, my platonic love, my crush, Podd Suphakorn, although it is impossible I would like to try. He's older than me, but I can't help it I love it. How much I wish I could get close him, talk to him and someday be able to kiss him ...

He was fantasizing about his Podd when he suddenly heard his mom screaming

-KHAOTUNG !!!!! come here, dinner is ready...

-Mae !!give me a sec...

Uhmmmm I don't think this diary idea is a bad idea. He immediately turned off his Ipad and he went down to dinner with his parents ...

This should definitely help me lose my fears... Khao thought.

Dear readers... I hope you like this chapter let me know what you think and of course give me  your vote!

This would be a slow update story....sorry I'm short of time these days!