my cuban /// lauren jauregui x billie eilish (g!p)

Chapter 48

It's here😬 🤡😈🤠👁👄👁

Lauren's POV

Rape? Excuse me, she thinks she raped me? I scoff, "you're so dumb sometimes, Billie". Billie sits up and looks at me. I turn on my back and stare at her sadly.

"I'm so s-sorry–" she sobbed, i nodded and reached out my arms for her to hug
me. She looked into my eyes and straddled my waist before hugging me. I smiled sadly and hugged her tightly.

"Shhh, billie... you never raped me, I just wanted to stop. Okay? It's not rape if I said yes to having sex. I just overreached and was a bit drunk, babygirl... little baby, come here." I said to billie as she cried into my shirt.

2 hours later

We talked everything out and her mouth tasted weird again and she smelt like... weed......

"Billie?" She hums and holds me closer.

"I saw you smoking.." she looked at me, "what?" She asked, i nod.

Okay that's a lie I didn't see her smoking but how can she taste like weed if she hasn't smoked it?

"When?" She asked with her brows furrowed as her head twitched the smallest bit.

"Last night?" I question. She raised her eyes brows. "I was with you", I nod.

"Yeah when you.. no when I left you in the bedroom. Yeah you looked at me while I was dancing and saw you go smoke.... I think" I mumble the last part.

"But... fuck.. I'm sorry, just please don't worry?"

(I'm listening to lil peeps album and the song 'nineteen' is hitting differently)

"Oh? So you are smoking?" She tilts her head and widen her eyes. "Wait what? What the fuck is happening?" Haha, I convinced her I knew so she confessed. Wait, never mind this isn't good.

"Why are you smoking?" I ask trying not to lecture her. "Oh fuck sake... I don't-"

"-dont you fucking lie to me, billie. You just admitted you smoke! Just tell me why you didn't quit". She gulped and shook her head.

"Nah... man why... whatever. Imma dip and go-"

"-you're not fucking leaving me are you? See billie, this is why we're arguing! You're keeping shit from me. I love you and I'm fucking trying to protect you from killing yourself with smoking-"

"-babe.. it's just weed, it's not that bad to the point where you could die." Billie chuckled and swallowed.

I laugh sarcastically and shake my head. She stood up and got her shoes on. We were cuddling but I guess she's leaving me. I grab her wrist and pull her to me on the bed. " lo juro por Dios, billie, if you don't fucking sit your ass back down right now, I will beat the answer out of you", she sighed and sat on my bed.

"Fine, relax... I smoke because.. well there's not really a reason, if I'm being honest. I just like being high. Well, it does relax me so I guess I do it to help me. To-to help me... do, ion even fuckin know, dude. I mean it's better than hurting myself, right?" I frown.

"Yeah...?"

"Well.. Thats why then.. would you rather me cut myself or smoke?" I felt my eyes become wetter. "N-none?"

"Well I pick to smoke, so yeah? But, uh, it's not really harmfu-" "-do you do any more drugs?" She hums at me confused.

"Well... uhh... not, uhm, not really...yeah..." she whispers, I groan and stuff my face in my pillow. I swear if she dies from overdose.

"Billieeuhh!" My voice breaks. I sniffle and look at the girl. She smiled sadly.

"How many drugs do you do? Actually.. name every single drug you've done", I'm so scared to hear what she has to say.

"Uhm," her voice cracks and she sits on the edge of my bed while playing with her hands.

"Cocaine, oxy, heroin, codeine, uhh, xanax, zolpidem..and uhm weed.." Billie's hands are shaking. "Holy shit..." i whisper to myself.

She's addicted...

"Do you take t-them still?" I was trying so hard to not cry and I noticed billie was too. She nods. Her head hanging low.

"Yeah, uh, xans and weed. Occasionally oxy.." Well at least she's not taking every single one. I hug her from behind and start crying.

She turns and cuddles me on my bed. She started crying with me and holding me tight. "No..." I whimper and squeeze my eyes closed. Fuck of course something bad is happening in my life.

Why? Why does she have to do drugs? Why would she hurt her body so much.

I shake my head and hold her closer. This can't be happening. "W-what if you overdose?" I whimper, she sighs "I won't, mamas. I'm careful. I'll never leave you."

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@sky_hartxx  uhmm i was at this Halloween party in my girlfriends room since she threw the party, and heard this next door. Lmaooo those moans kinda hot.. sorry @taylor_hill I love u rlly 😘 who's moans are these? 🤨

B¡lliesnut BILLIE LIKED IT ONGG

billieeilish oops.                       2H ago

5Hshipstannnn101 lauren.... 🙊 needs to keep it down in the bedroom

Billieeyelashes billie b giving Lauren sum d

zoedonahoe why you so obvious billie 🤦‍♀️

Just a quick thing to make you laugh at? Or think of? Ion know 🤠👽🤡

But how do we feel knowing that billie does drugs? Not very good.. not very nice is it?

Anyways just Incase you need to hear this,  I love you, and you better say it back or I'll get a shark to eat you

<3 ymfp toodles