my cuban /// lauren jauregui x billie eilish (g!p)

Chapter 47

⚠️self-harm mentions⚠️

Dramaticccc

Billie's POV

I sigh as I took a hit of the bong. My legs were man spread and some random passed out dudes head was laying on my shoulder. I didn't mind.

"Ayo! Real quick can you pass me some? Imma roll and then smoke outside", the girl passed me a grinder with some weed in there. I nodded at her and sat back in my seat. I grab some rolling paper place it on the small coffee table in the middle of the room. I grind up the weed and once it's done and take the grinders lid off.

Once I finished rolling it, I grabbed a lighter and sealed the rolling paper with the fire . Going side to side on the blunt. I stand up and leave the grinder on the table before putting the lighter in my pocket. I keep the blunt in my hand secretly and stand up. I walk towards the front door and open it before walking out into the cold air of Los Angeles.

I sigh and grab my phone with the hand that wasn't holding the blunt, which was the right, and scroll through Instagram for a few minutes as I walked further down the path and away from the booming music. I shut my phone off and grab the lighter as I approached a few large trees to smoke behind. It starts raining a bit but I continue to light my blunt until it burns to the weed.

Once it was getting smokier by the second, I placed it between my lips and inhaled slowly before pulling it away and exhaling. I used the lighter again to make sure that it was definitely smoking.

I put the lighting back in my pocket and did a French inhale. I couldn't wait to be high again. Of course I don't like the fact I'm lying to Lauren about smoking.. I don't want her to worry about me... well that reason and the fact that I don't want her to make me stop smoking.

I slid down the tree and closed my eyes for the rest of the times I took a bit of my blunt.....

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"Oh shit! Billie! Wake up! Billieee, wake uppp", I moan and rest my head on my shoulder while scrunching up my face. The person kept shaking me and shouting. It was so fucking loud.

Now there were two people. I groan and shrugged their hands off of me. I slowly open my eyes and look around. Fuck my back! Did I really fall asleep while smoking and sitting on the wet floor? Guess I did.

"Bill-"

"-WHAT?!!" I yell, they're getting so annoying, I look at the two girls. "Damn, girl, we was just waking you up, bish", I see dinah and Normani infront of me. It's morning?! What the fuck..

"I'm surprised y'all aren't hungover.. I know I am", I chuckled slightly and saw that I didn't even finish my weed.

"How, girl, you didn't even drink", normani says, i chuckle and close my eyes. "That dope... man, I'm fucking baked"

"i was gonna say that you be looking a lil bit high." Dinah shrugged and helped me up.

I threw away the almost-finished joint and  shrugged. "What can I say? That weed is the third most bomb weed I've had."

"Wait! I only just got this! You smoke!" I shush her and nod as we start walking back to their friends' house. "Yes, you're kinda slow, not gonna lie."

I snicker at her, she clicks her tongue against the roof of her mouth and shoved me. I smile and shake my head. "Oh shit! Wheres Lauren?!" I ask widening my eyes. They look at me like I'm crazy. "What?!" I shout.

"Pshh, girl, your eyes are redder than my period blood", I roll my eyes. "And she's in the guest room after what you did to her."

"What'd i... oh... she told y'all?" They nod  and open the front door for me.