Ray
That's his name
He's probably not thinking abt me like i am him
I don't know why i do this everytime
I need help
He's homeschooled
I barely know him
And yet he still manages to keep me up at night
I'll probably forget abt him in a week or two
I want to but at the same time I dont
He's special
I don't think I'll ever see him again
I didn't make an impact on him
I'm probably just some girl he met today that's not gg to matter him
Why am i still thinking of him
It's srsly not like i can ever see him again but fuck me
I really wish I could
He probably won't remember me in a few weeks
I'll just be another boring meaningless girl he met
I'm "the poor girl with rich friends"
I only go places where my bestfriend goes
It's sad actually
I don't have many friends
I wish I did
Aaag fuck me
I wanna ask for his number, to talk more but there are plenty of rich, better looking girls that he knows
So I'm not gg to bother
In their world I dont matter
