Falling Inn Love

Chapter 4

"Today's your mom's birthday"

"W-what" I stutter. I totally forgot about it. When my mom was buried my dad kept her ashes.

"Today's your mom's birthday. She never told you but when she was on her death bed, she told me to scatter her ashes on her birthday." He explained.

"Oh" is all that could come out of my mouth.

"Yes, do you maybe want to go to her favorite place and scatter her ashes."

"Y-yes, I will go get changed" when I went in my room tears flooded with memories
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"Honey, please don't be mad at me" my mom says crying, when I enter home from school.

" No! No! I have every right to be mad at you! What do you expect! Me just going along with you dying! Every time I see you I know that you are gonna leave me all by my self! With no one! No one mom." I say my voice going softer. When I entered my house I heard about my dad telling my mom to take her medication properly. And that's when she told me everthing.

"Its not My choice okay! I don't want to die either! I want to be with you every moment! I don't want to leave you!" She says sobbing.

"Mom why didn't you tell me" I say softly.

"I didnt want you to be worried."

"I don't care if I'm worried. I want to spend every moment with you."

"I do too"

"How much time do you have left?" She says nothing

"Tell me!" I demand

" 2 weeks" she says quietly

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"Honey are you okay" my dad says knocking  on the door.

No. "Yes, Am fine"

"Are you sure?" He says some of his words muffled.

"Yes dad." I miss her. So much.

"Ok" he says with his retreating footsteps.

I quickly wash my face and get dressed. And go down stairs.

"I'm ready" I say quietly, but he can hear me.

"Lets go."
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We finally arrive at the lake. It was beautiful the moon was reflecting on the lake and the grass is green but not as beautiful as it looks in the day time

"You ready?" He asks turning off the engine.

"Yes" I said taking of my seatbelt
We walk slowly to the lake and start to scatter her ashes. I can't help but let out a whimper.

"Are you okay honey" He asks and I get more angry.

"No ! dad! no! I am not ok I miss her! I miss her so much. I can't believe that she is really gone." I sob.

"I know hon, i know and i'm so sorry" he tries to comfort me but I can see in his ryes he's not okay himself.

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I'm so sorry I didn't update as I said but since I am busy I would update maybe once a week. And I am sorry this chapter is shorter than usual, as I said I am busy but I promise the next chapter is gonna be long. But thanks for reading I love you guys.

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