Black Rose

A truly horrible day

Today we have to go to a photoshoot for the YG Family concert...ohh joy...

I get dressed, have breakfast and go with the unnies to the photoshoot site. One I get there I notice everyone is already there, BigBang, Psy, Seven, Epik High, AKMU, and Lee Hi. Everyone was hanging and waiting for the crew to set up the equipment so i stuck with the unnies and BigBang. 

We were all standing around when suddenly Psy comes over to us.

"ohh minzy, finally i get to see you, i mean to blatently refuse to show up at any of the YG Family dinners, atleast you showed up here i guess."

I felt like crying when psy oppa said that, i was about to tell him that i didnt know we had family dinners but i looked at the unnies and they all looked away nervously so i kept my mouth shut. "im sorry oppa i was busy..." i reply, but oppa doesnt end it there. 

"how busy could you be, even YG himself makes time for these dinners and you cant?" I look up at GD hoping that he would stand up for me considering i had always loved him, but i guess it wasnt the same for him. He just ignored us and started talking to taeyang like he didnt have a care in the world. Even if i tried i knew i couldnt get angry with him. I decide to stay silent and sit down else were. 

We started the photoshoot with all of YG in the pictures, then the PD said, "okay, now lets have 2ne1 and Bigbang in the next pic" i go and stand next to GD and CL and put a smile on my face. the PD was about to take the picture when all of a sudden he stops and looks up, 

"minzy, out of the picture" 

"why" i replied not understanding why i had to get out of the picture.

"because you dont look like you want to be here and your smile looks fake..." the PD replied.

"But i thought this was a Pic of bigbang and 2ne1, how can i not be in the pic?" i shot back, now getting angry. CL them butted in saying "...minzy..." while glaring at me. 

i looked at everyone else and they all looked annoyed that i was wasting their "precious" time. I left and ran to the bathroom and cried my heart out. what did i do to receive this pain and hatred?

After who knows how long i cried, i put myself together fixed my make up and left the bathroom. i went back to the photoshoot room, it was pitch dark and not a person in sight. Then all of a sudden the janitor of the building walked in

"agashi (young lady), what are you doing here at this time, go home, young ladies should not be out at this time of night by themselves and i have to lock up as well"

"...But where did everyone else go?" i asked

"the photoshoot ended and everyone left" the janitor replied.

your telling me that they all just left me here by my self with no way home? some family huh...i walk out of the building and its dark and raining, some luck i have. there were no taxi's out so i had to walk home. as i was walking i hear someone behind me, i started walking faster and so did they, shit! im being followed! 

i couldnt get away...the person grabbed my shoulder and held a blade to my neck. i was so scared i started crying, i couldnt even see his face and he pushed me against a building wall and put his hand up my shirt. my insticts told me to fight him and shout. "NO! Please stop! Someone help please!!" i was about to scream again when all of a sudden he hits his head agaist mine, right on my forehead too, leaving a big bruise. i was about to give up when someone pulls him away from me and punches him in the face making him fall to the ground.

"minzy shi, hurry lets get out of here!" without a second thought i get into the car he lead me to. once we get in his car and start moving i look at his face.

"T...Taemin s..shi?!?" Taemin shi helped me?!? 

He then tlooked at me and replied, "are you hurt?!? do you want to go to the hospital?" 

"No id rather just go home for today, im really tired... and thank you for saving me" i said relieved

He dropped me off infront of my dorm and drove away after making sure i made my way in. i walked in and i could hear laughter coming from the family room.

i then heard bom unnies voice, "hey guys you think Minzy is fine, its getting really late out..." 

i then heard CL respond " shes probably fine, she could have gotten a taxi back here dont worry about her..." although everyone thought i would be fine i wished that atleast gd would have been worried about me.

i walk to my room, not bothering to make my presence known, shut the door behind me and lay on my bed. through my room i could here dara unnie say "see shes back already i just heard her door shut".

and with that i let my tears fall as i laid there, wondering if they even cared that i was almost raped on my way home. I fell asleep minutes later and went to my dreamland where i was truly happy and with the people who truly loved me...if there were any at all...