"Beep beep" you woke up right away and yawned I got up from my bed and walked to the bathroom when I got in there I looked at myself in the mirror and realized how ugly I was I wish I was prettier I then brushed my teeth and took a shower after I picked out my clothes
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^ I wore this because I liked it and it covers my cuts from the previous night I walked downstairs Bold=mom Italic= you/Hayley
Hi sweetheart can I get a photo of you for today? Why bother i look ugly and I'm gonna be late bye mom I'll see you later Okay btw your getting a ride from-
I left before she could finish her sentence
I didn't bother having a relationship with my mom because I didn't really want to I'm not the kind of girl who likes their mom better than their dad it's the other way around for me but my dad died when I was in the 5th grade he got into a car crash and I was heartbroken because I loved him so much and he left me that's the main reason I cut because I miss him..... if I could have it all back I would I really would if I could change the past but I can't and never will be
I arrived at school after what seemed like forever I looked at the school "scoffed" ugh I hate school then I was greeted by my cousin josh because we hang sometimes when I'm not in my room being depressed........
Bold=josh Italics=you/Hayley
What's up cuz how are you ? I'm ok so how are you? Great wanna make a tiktok? No josh you know I don't like tiktok ! Alright alright sorry I asked we should get to class Yea...
We walked into class and I sat in the seat with a empty one next to me cause I don't want anyone talking to me today's just not my day When the speaker throughout the school called out my name and told me to come to the office
I walked too the office scared I didn't do anything for them to call me up there when I walked in I saw a boy sitting in a chair he was cute no he was hot hot and then the office lady spoke "Hayley this is Jaden Hossler and he's new could you give him a tour"
~Thoughts~ OMG OML HOLY HOSSLER I couldn't believe it after she said his name all the memories of him bullying me came flooding back I couldn't speak i was in total shock how could I call him hott when he's a jerk ugh I can't do this!! ~end of thoughts~
Um i can't do this I ran out and went into the bathroom and completely just cried my eyes out I just couldn't see him he used to torture me and the worst he was to me is when he found out my dad passed away he joked and told me he didn't except me as his daughter and I will never be good enough so he left I was feeling a little dizzy when I saw a girl run in my vision was blurry so I passed out and during that time I experienced the times back then
