Dance With Me//Jimin ff

7

Y/n's Pov
As Lisa and me stopped talking, cause of the awkward conversation we had.

I never ever thought Lisa in a romantic way, she always was like a sister to me, always. I know she is straight, but I'm not, and she doesn't know that, so I don't know what happened a few minutes ago, but I shrugged it off, not wanting to think much of my feelings.

After she thrown the apple that fell, and me distracting myself looking around, my eyes fell out, my jaw almost hit the ground.

N-no, I knew I saw him, I knew he looked f-familiar

My eyes drift next to him to see his bes- I mean boyfriend. They both looked pissed, almost as if I did something wrong. What the heck?

Not to sound weird, but both of them look delicious. How I would love to ride them both, but that will not happen, especially now that he left me, I just have to play it cool and not so 'terrified' and weird, I'm not like the other girls that they can play with or something, if they want something they have to beg for it. If they didn't want something they'd have left already, but they keep looking at me as if they trying to kill me through their eyes.

I smirk, knowing how to make them pissed. I love this.

Not only this, I felt Hobi's arms around my shoulders and I smirked wider looking at Hoseok as if he is the only one alive

My eyes left Hobi and looked at him, ah he looks better then yesterday, more handsome, he looks clear as glass as the sun from the windows of the cafeteria hits his face, jawline that could cut my finger, plum lips, that I miss so so much, his blonde hair, messy, a bit wet, blue eyes killing me softly as he burns fires on me, his stunning body, beautiful skin, his exposed skin, thighs that could choke me.

I'm smirking looking so good at faking my true self. If I wasn't faking it, I would already be in my knees, so thank God I'm good at it.

His boyfriend looks at him as he whispered /yelled at him, and he immediately looked nervous but still kept his gaze on me. I have a bad feeling.

What if he tries to do something. I have to be prepared for everything. I must not look scared and nervous.

I know good, how to do this, easy, but hard at the same time.

Even if I look brave at the outside, on the inside, im nervous, and scared.

But what am i scared of? Them? Him? Haha funny. He can't do anything to me, neither can I but that doesn't mean I'm stupid enough to make him deserve me.

Hobi destroyed my thoughts "Ey" I looked at him "hm?" he smiled "want to tell us about yesterday"

Oh yeah. I can't speak about him now though , he burns holes on me, he distracts me, so an idea popped in my head.

I know what to do. Oh shit I know

"Yeah but not here, you know how people are, their ears always everywhere, and you know me when I'm excited, happy, or mad, I yell when I talk, so how about we go outside, fresh air, not much people" the whole thing I said was true, I yell when I talk, especially when my emotions gets the best of me.

Lisa thinks it over "Yeah you probably right" Hobi nods too. So I smile, stealing a glance at the two boys I hate, I get up grab my things, put my hands in my pocket and wait for my friends, I'm following behind them so they don't look at me who has a devil smirk on my lips

As I follow behind them, they past by the boys and before I can past them too, I stop by the boy I missed the smell of and our shoulders touch.

"Looking is rude you know?" I'm not looking at them, they are taller than me but I'm reaching HIS shoulder enough to whisper what I wanted to his ear, tooking him by surprise, my eyes lifted up, my eyebrows lift up as well, my smirk widen,our faces inches apart.

As I finished, I caught his jaw cletch, eyes dark, cold, heartless.

My smirk never leaving though, I bumped my shoulder with his.

I feel proud, as i walked with my hands still in my pockets, I rushed to my friends and finally we're out.

We sat under a tall tree, shadow taking over us, happy we're not under sun, wind blowing our hair back, so relaxing.

They sat and I sighed, not knowing how to start.

"so guys I need to tell you guys what happened to me yesterday"

"yeah your hickeys are very deep looking, what sucked you? A vampire?" Hobi says and I laughed but cut it almost immediately remembering that the boys were talking about necks when I first met them, that was weird, I mean I need an explanation about that.

Not wasting any more time I started

"You know I always go out in the midnight, smoke, drink, fuck, so yesterday I was a bit more emotional, I really don't know why if you ask me, but anyway, I sat at my usual park, but someone, or should I say two boys, caught my eyes, they were painting the big brick wall, instead of interrupting them, I sat there drinking, enjoying the view in front of me, and you know I'm brave, I wasn't scared of then being some old men, or something worst, I just sat there, until I heart them complimenting their painting, they indeed looked fantastic, beautiful but that's not the point, as i heard them, I laughed caughting they're attention, they clearly didn't expect me, a teenage girl, drinking an a park at midnight, but they played it cool, walking to me bravely, I knew they weren't old enough, they looked around 18, 19, they were best friends, as far as one of them told me, so as one of them sat beside me and put his arms around me, the other one left with their bags and colors, I was alone with one of them, he kissed me after he explained me his painting, I kissed back cause why not? It's just that it felt different this time, as if I wanted him all my life, I didn't know what was that feeling but it felt good, I sat on his lap, deepening the kiss, he sucked my neck, grabbed my ass, made me moan, and ask more, but he got up fast and left me, then after sighing for the 100th time I got up and caught him kissing and moaning against his 'best friend' and I immediately thought the reason why he left. Maybe that was his boyfriend and he didn't want to get caught but none of them told me their names. I asked the boy I kissed his number at least before he goes but he said no, my mom caught me somehow, in the morning she slapped me saying she was worried but I didn't payed any attention to her, after school she wants to talk about something but I don't give a fuck, sooo that's that, nothing big, nothing exciting"

I sigh again I know I didn't tell em about the necks part or that they both go to our school but I didn't want them to look at them, it will expose me besides I don't want them to be worried, eventually everything will be okay with them, so they don't have to know everything , also I want to deal with it alone, Lisa's and Hobi's reaction was priceless

They were both with they're mouth shape 'O', I laughed and relaxed on the tree behind me and Hobi spoke "that, that is, um interesting, I'm first of all glad you didn't take it seriously and laugh with it, cause for anyone, it will hurt" yeah, I was hurt too

"secondly, what the fuck is wrong with them? Not even names? You told then yours? Right?" I sighed a small 'mhm' and he facepalmed "your so stupid sometimes" ugh who cares tho

Lisa was looking at the ground the whole time so I put my arm around her "You okay Lis?" she tensed as if she didn't believe anything i just said "yeah, just daydreaming, typical me" she laughed it off nervously and I caught it but didn't wanted to continue pressure her if she wanted to tell me she would so I shrugged it off with a smile and an 'okay' "What do you think about the whole thing I spit out?" "Well what an asshole, and yeah I agree with Hobi, I'm glad you're not hurt cause I would in you're place but I'm glad"

The fact that none of them understood my lies, surprised me but I knew it, expect it.

I smiled at them before nodding to Lisa to say about Her and Yoongi hook up session.

Everything hurts more then I expected it to hurt