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Y/n's POV
I was completely dumbfounded.

He left.

Like nothing happend.

Okay but that's not the problem cause I do it all the time with other boys. So I let it be.

But I didn't know why it hurt a little more then i except it.

I was staring at his painting in front of me as I got up slowly and my index finger automatically got to my neck leaving circles to where he kissed and sucked, a sigh leaving my lips.

He left about 6 seconds ago. And I was bored so with slow actions i grabbed my drink, and my pack of cigarettes that.... fell off my back pocket when I was... Making out with.. Him.

All my excitment left. Is that how boys feel when I leave them or? I don't know, and I really don't care that much, cause like why would I?

My steps were quiet, I make my way at the corner of the park, almost outside but something caught my ear.

I heard someone... Kissing?

It was quite dark and I wasn't paying attention at my surroundings. But who was kissing at a park at mid- oh I was.

Haha funny, I was kissing at a park at midnight.

Pf what a coincidence.

I turn my head a bit to see. But nothing.

I walk slowly towards the kissing sound, and I hear moans, male voices.

I was making my way to the sound and as I could see better now I saw.. Him. WHAT?

Is that his best friend he is kissing right now?

Is he gay? Is that why he left? He didn't want to get caught by his.... boyfriend? I thought it was his best friend?

I didn't want to disturb them. But my heart clenched by that view. I didn't think much an turned around slowly but fast enough to run, run away.

I didn't even care to where I was running.

But my feet was I quess making their way towards my house, I couldn't argue with that cause I was tired, and for the first time I didn't want ro stay outside and smoke. I quess I was that tired.

Obviously I wouldn't step inside from the front door. So I got behind the house quietly not making any obvious noises. I lift my head to see my window room, and my latter next to the window that I climb up and down every day without my mom knowing.

I grabbed the latter sides with my hands and my foot stepped in the first stair, my second foot on the second stair, etc, until I reached my window and my hand instantly grabbed the brick down my window and stepped inside, it was already open for me cause why would I make any noises and let my windows closed? That's just stupid.

Without thinking much i stripped my clothes off, and make my way towards my bathroom to take a quick shower. I felt better finally.

After that I got to my dresser and took one big t-shirt and an underwear. I'm not wearing nothing for bottoms cause I live with my eomma and I don't need to hide anything from her.

With a sigh I got up and dress myself. I took my way to my bed and instantly fell in sleep.

What a day.
What an asshole....tsk.

Next morning 7:30

My phone rang first thing in the morning and that reminded me that I have fucking school. Damn I'm so tired, I didn't have much sleep.

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