Honestly, I doubt this will ever happen. I sincerely hope it never will. I do not even want to imagine something coming between the two of us and our love for each other. I really do not think it ever will happen, but just in case, I am so sorry. If I said mean things, I was only mad, I promise I did not mean them. I was not thinking straight and probably was behaving differently. I was not thinking about the consequences in the moment. I know you are probably upset or hurt right now. And I am so so so sorry about that, Moose. Please forgive me for the stupid stuff I say and do. I would never purposely hurt you. Eventually, I will realize what I did wrong, but it takes time, I am stubborn, after all. I know you think I am some perfect little girl that will never do anything wrong, but the truth is, I am human. I do make stupid mistakes and I do regret the things I say and do. I am not perfect but I always try my best to be as close as I possibly can be to being perfect. I am sorry for whatever I have said and done, I am sure it is not good, as I do have a mean streak when I am upset. I know I can be cruel, and I am so sorry. You do not deserve whatever pain it is that I am putting you through. You always try to make it so that we have no conflict between us, Lightning Bug. I really appreciate that. But please remember, these things do make us stronger. It still sucks, but it will only help us grow together. It is hard to disagree with someone and get your point across, especially if it is with someone as hot headed as me. I love you more than you will ever know, Babes. I am sorry about when I act unreasonable at times. I tend to hurt people by saying the wrong things without me realizing it. So if there is a misunderstanding, please tell me about it so we can resolve it together. It is no good to just bottle it up. Just know that everything will be okay and we will make it through this tiny obstacle. I love you so much, even if I do make stupid mistakes like this.
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To Lighting Bug, From Love Bug
Non-FictionThese are just little open when letter type things I've written for my boyfriend. His birthday is tomorrow and because of quarantine, this is my best gift.
