Its NOT love Its Lust (GirlXGirl)

Try to forget

Sams pov
Ok so you know what its over she is jzt using me or something i havent heard from her since that day god im so goddamn stupid for trusting her there was a time when i would blow up her facebook with messeges but i stoped luna has a girlfriend and she kinda change ever since she meat her yea she is pretty her name is layla her name is pretty also it rolls of your tongue but i dont like tht she has changed luna she barly talks to me now but she talks to jen so whatever im home alone and well i have more cutes and scares in my body it lookes like i walked into a paper shrader or something like that it was cuz of terras bulling my hurt brake and luna leaving me so yea lifes crappy but what ever. I also started to do drugs to forget everything i turned on my ipod and the first song that came up was habits yea thats kinda my life now i mean my mom goes to work more then ever so im mostly home alone well ima go to the park. I walked to the park and sat on the sings i was alone so i was thinking alot i turned on a joint and started amoking it so no im not addicted to it i dont even like it but it the only thing that makes me keep her off my mind it nums me and yea. "sam is that you" "yea... OMg tina" "yea" i finish smoking my joint before i got close to her "why why did yo leave me" tina took a good look at me "i dont know please forgive me" "i will always forgive you like i sayed before you left i love you always have always will" well forgeting her will be harder that i thought.
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Tina pov
Ok so i kow im acting like a bitch but that the way i am ok so hey i like sam i do but i dont love i realized i can have anygirl i want so fuck that all i really want is to fuck her and that it ok dont get me wrong i wasnt like these but one summer well that summer i started to talk to sam again i fell in love with these girl damn was she amazing no words could explain how amazing she was but then she left me and took my heart with her so mow im broken. I dont care about sams emotions "sam?" "yea" does your mom know your gay l" "no" "oh" "yea but for you i would come out to her" "really" "yea i would do anything for you" "kewl" "hey well i got to go" "ok bye" "bye" and with that i left yea i plan on seing her again but to fuck and then maybe leave her depending on how good she is. I think its finny how she is getting high to keep me out of her mind while im sleeping around to keep my love of my mind