Accidental love

Friends

Phet was heading to his room .. .he was sitting in  a window seat at bus and he put his headset ,listening to the songs he just closed his eye and remember about the things happened RAK and KID said about ATID ... When he said he know ATID well he mean it. The was remembering the things that happened between him and Atid. ..

(Flashback phet remember his old days)

All children's are running here and there with a joyful face as for me I don't have friends ..
I usually get here every evening to swing silently..It was a evening the sun is showing his rays in the ground but the weather is little chill.. The weather was little sunny and rainy ... With cold wind that touches me .. .It was the first day I was looking at nature's  beauty ,and I was watching silently and swing ..
   A little cute boy with a pale skin ,sparking eye and that happy smile in his face shows he has no worries in his life, approaching the swing near me.. As he came near and try to get in the swing but he could not .. His tinny legs can't able to reach the swing. .. He tried to jump but he could not reach he got embraced and he look at me with the smile, seeing him struggle to reach up in get down and helped him to sit at swing... He smiled at me with his worry less genuine smile still I can remember that smile and that tiny cute little boy face. .. .
    " What is your name ?"
     "Phet"
"Iam Atid. .where is your house?"
I just pointed my finger towards the direction of my house. ..
"Iam New to this place. .. Will be my friend?"
His curious eye that wants my answer .. When I see  his innocent and his curious eye .. Make me smile . .so I just nodded my head..
That how we become friends ..whenever we speak about our friendship  that day will come into my mind .. .
Then we started spending all days together .I started playing in the ground, that how I came  to know about the feeling of joy playing with friends. ..

Atid was the first friend in my life. .. He used to study in abroad before but now he his living with his grandparents as they are ill he and his mom came here. .. This parents decided to put him in a school in this area .. He told his parents that he will join my school as his mom is so understanding and so supportive to him, she join him in the same school as me. .. From there till college we are together .. ..

When I had a hard time in  life ,Atid  is the only person who stood beside him..when my mom and dad divorced ,they only considered there own feelings they don't even think about me  and my feelings .. Within a week my dad came up with a new women to the house .. .yes he married a another women. .. I didn't have any information about my mom. .. Atid was the one who understand my feelings. .. I have alot of questions in my mind without Any answers .. Why .. .?what is wrong?why don't they love me?why don't they think about me? I cried loud .. .. "Phet .. .everyone has there own rights to choose there own life  ..there may be some reason behind it .. .and I know how you feel cry as much as you want it .It may help you to relief your stress. I will be my pur side  "he said with a worried voice which shows how sad he is for me. .
Phet "I have no one in my life. ...  Not even a single person who cares and loves me"
Atid"why do say like that?? Don't you see me .. From on now don't say those words I will always be there for you till the last seconds of my life"he hugged me ,his hug is so genuine and the hug itself say 1000 things to me how he feels and care for me ..
There after Atid took good care of me. .
sometime iam  so happy that I have a good friend but sometime my mind think that if I like some person or love some one they will leave me ...I kept on thinking about this day by day finally I decided that I should not lose him even being secretly watching him from distance itself is good ...
I decided to leave my house and live a separate life. .. I didn't inform anyone  when iam leaving,  a man was running towards me as he approached me, he put his one hand in my shoulder for his support as he he ran fast he couldn't stand properly ,his breathing is bit hard.
"phet are you leaving your house? Why you didn't informed me? You don't want me to be our friend anymore? "
"Atid  you said everyone has there own rights to live there own life .I don't want you to be suffer because of me .You will always be the person that I like ,I always have a bad luck ,when I like someone they will leave me without any reason .. I don't want this to happen with you "I said .. .and my inner feelings said I should leave the place. .. I left.
"phet tell me where are you going phet. .. .. .phet. .. .. "
I didn't said any word,  left with my bike. .. I can see his eye is filled with worries that dropping water, he didn't have any strength to run behind the bike even though he tried .

How did they meet again and how did they made up there friendship let's see in next chapater