by the way, she's yours

four

Brooklyn

"go back to sleep baby" i rocked my almost 8-month-old daughter back to sleep, as i was on the phone with one of my bestfriends, Avani. she was soon back asleep and i placed her softly back down in her crib. i walked out grabbing my phone and almost shutting her door. "anyways what was i saying?" "you had some special news for me" i nodded, "right. um, im coming to visit LA in like 4-5 months" "wait seriously, your coming to me?" "mhm, i want nova to be finally meet you" i put my phone on speaker, sitting in the kitchen i chuckled, then we kept talking.

novas crying rang through the small apartment, and i sighed. "and that's my quiet time up. ill talk to you later" "yep, tell nova i love her" i smiled "i will, bye Vani" "bye-bye" i hang up my phone, leaving it on the counter. i stood up and walked into novas nursery. i smiled standing over her, picking her up. "goodmorning beautiful, are you hungry?" she kept crying and i slipped one of my singlet straps off taking my boob out. she stopped crying as she latched onto my boob. i sat down on the rocking chair as she had her lunch. 

when she finished eating i fixed my shirt then i put her on my shoulder burping her. she burped then i laid her down on my legs, she smiled and giggled. "you wanna go shopping with mama" she started wriggling around then i walked into a bathroom turning on the bath, getting her little bath seat thing. once it warmed up, i stripped her naked taking her diaper off. i put her down then started washing her, she giggled then i tickled her picking her up out of the bath.i turned it off then wrapped a towel around her. 

i walked back into her room putting her down on the changing table. i put a diaper on her and everything then i got her changed into a pink wonzie and pink headband. i smiled at her, "you ready to go shopping?" she smiled and giggled wriggling around. i left her on my bed then walked around and grabbed my wallet and lanyard with my keys on it from my wardrobe in my room. i then picked her up and walked into the kitchen, i switched her to my hip with my arm around her holding her leg. i grabbed my phone then turned the lights off walking out of my apartment shutting and locking the door.  i walked down to my car strapping her into her carseat, then getting in the drivers seat and driving to the mall.

i pulled up to the mall, parking the car. i put my landyard in my pocket, and wallet and phone in my back pocket pulling my hoodie over my butt. i grabbed nova and her blanket wrapping her in it putting her on my hip, as i walked in i locked the car putting the keys in my hoodie pocket. i walked in and walked to coles (idk what food stores are in the U.S so ignore that) i got a trolley and put her in it making sure she was sitting on her blanket as it wrapped around her. i then walked up and down all the aisles grabbing everything that i needed. 

i walked out after paying, and finding the food court. i bought some chips and nuggets then i sat down at one of the tables. i then ate my nuggets and some of my chips giving some to nova to suck on. i grabbed my phone our scrolling through Instagram, when someone sat down in front of me. i looked up seeing Alejandro and Kairi, i smiled then looked at nova who was squirming around. "what can i do for you boys?" i reached over and grabbed her out of the trolley putting her on my lap facing the boys. "just hanging out with the boys" i looked up at them, "boys or boy." 

as i spoke, 4 more boys walked over to them. i looked at them all and smiled when i saw mattia then i looked at kairi who raised his eyebrow. i stood up, putting nova back in the trolley with my keys so she could play with them. "you know Robert and mattia but Brooke, Alvaro Rashaun and you too Brooklyn" i smiled then the both the boys pulled me into a side hug. i hugged them both back then pulled kairi and Alejandro into a hug. "not gonna lie, i missed you both" i pulled away from them and looked at mattia who grabbed my shoulders bringing me close to him. i wrapped my arms around his torso as he wrapped his around my neck. i took in his colonge, and i never realised much i missed him. 

nova started crying, i mentally groaned then pulled away from mattia and picked her up, with my keys. she almost stop crying instantly. i smiled, at her then looked up at the boys looking at me. "right you don't know who this is, this is Nova my daughter" kairi smiled then walked over to me, and took her out of my arms. they were all looking at her and mattia was looking at me. i looked at him not locking eyes. i looked back at kairi to see him smiling and playing with her.  "you should hang out with us again" i looked over at mattia seeing him standing next to me now, "i would but im with her 24/7. i don't even go to school anymore" he smiled, "bring her, i don't mind" i shrugged, "i don't know maybe"

we all talked for a little longer, then they gave me nova back and i held onto. "ill see you guys at playlist?" they all nodded, then Alaro Robert and Rashaun started walking away leaving me with the other three. "if yall ever wanna hang out you can come to mine" i smiled, "we might just take you up on that" i nodded then i gave kairi and Alejandro a hug before they walked up. i looked up at mattia and smiled at him before looking at the baby in my arms trying to reach out to him.

"ill see you at playlist then will i?" he nodded, "yep unless i come over" "and if i know you, you will"he smiled then pulled me into him, i wrapped my arm around his torso, and he wrapped his around my neck. i pulled away, and looked down at nova. "say bye-bye" she smiled and waved at him then all the boys behind us. i grabbed the trolley and walked out of the mall and too my car. i unlocked the car and put nova in her carseat strapping her in. i shut the door then walked around the back putting the shopping in the back.

i grabbed the last bag when someone called my name, i looked up seeing mattia jogging over to me. i put the last bag in and turned to face him, "nice car" i smiled, "thanks. what did ya need?" "come over tomorrow, just me, you and nova. but mainly me and you" i smiled then nodded, "only if your sure, you can handle us both" he smiled, "i handled you, try me" i smiled then shut the boot of my car, pushing the trolley out of the way.

he followed me, and opened the door and he pinned me between him and the door frame. he put his arms either side of me leaning on the car. "mattia" we were both staring into each others eyes. we both started leaning towards each other.