by the way, she's yours

fifty

i groaned quickly turning away from the breakfast, running into the bathroom collapsing down near the toilet throwing up. "Brooklyn!" mattia yelled, "where are yo- the foods burning!" i closed my eyes taking a deep breath. "bathroom!" i replied. i flushed the toilet as i sat up leaning back against the wall before the door opened and mattia walked in. "are you okay?" he asked, "nova just wanted to say goodbye before i dropped her off." i nodded before giving mattia my hands, him pulling me up. "yeah, no, im good," i smiled, "ill be out in a second." he nodded before placing a quick kiss on my forehead before walking out of the bathroom, shutting the door. i looked at myself in the mirror, as i started washing out my mouth with mouth wash before spitting it out. i dried the edge of my mouth before walking out of the bathroom, shutting the door.

"hey baby, you ready for school?" nova turned around and looked at me smiling before running towards me. i picked her up, smothering her in kisses before putting her back down, looking up at mattia who was looking at me worriedly. "why don't you go wait out by the car?" i asked, "i gotta talk to daddy." she nodded before running towards the door. "you're not okay," he said softly, "why were you throwing up?" "I've got a doctors appointment today, but i think its just a stomach bug," i replied watching nova, "nothing bad." "i feel like i need to be here to take you." i shook my head, "no. go, ill see you tonight for dinner. tell you mom i said 'hi' please." he nodded before kissing my cheek, walking out of the house. "i love you."

i smiled as he shut the door. i walked upstairs to our bedroom grabbing my camera, i grabbed my phone and keys before walking out and downstairs. i started the camera holding it up, as i shut the front door locking it.. "hi so this intro is going to kind of be rushed, and in my car. so give me a second," i said opening my car door sliding in the car. i set up the camera, starting the mustang and reversing it out of the driveway starting my way down the street. "okay hi, i feel like it's been a while since it's just been me and you know the camera," i smiled, "welcome back to brooke and fam, i am happy to see yall. anyway, today i am alone. mattia is with his family and nova is at school and it's weird. but uh i am going to the store today to pick a few things, one being a pregnancy test."

i stopped at a stoplight, sighing slightly, looking at the camera. "im not quite sure. i mean i think, i haven't puked since nova. and i couldn't stop this morning so im hoping that it's a sure sign that i am pregnant." i smiled taking off from the line still talking to the camera, before pulling into the store parking lot. "now, i will see yall in there because i don't want to get kicked out for having a camera." i smiled at the camera before turning it off i turned the car off grabbing all of my things getting out of the car. i slid my phone in my back pocket, locking the car and walking in. "pregnancy tests," i mumbled looking through the aisles. i found the pregnancy tests picking up a packet and walking towards the cashiers, as they scanned it. "was that everything today?" i nodded before paying. "do you have a bathroom around here somewhere?" "Yeah, just around that corner." i followed where he was pointing smiling before walking towards it, opening the door walking into the small bathroom.

"give me a second," i said to my camera before checking under all the doors seeing it empty turning back to the camera showing the pregnancy tests, "so, got the tests. i figure im just going to do them here find out the asap. instead of you watching me pee- or listening. im going to turn the camera off them come back once I've done my business." i turned the camera off before opening the box walking into the stall, peeing on four of the sticks. once i finished i walked out of the stall and put them on the counter ontop of a pice of paper towel. i turned the camera on once more, reading over the box. "I've got to put a timer on for 3 minutes, so you guys get to watch me stress out for three minutes," i smiled putting the timer on, on my phone, "actually i think i might just do this in the car. It's probably easier, so come with me."

i put the tests back in the box closing it after washing my hands and drying them walking out of the bathroom with the camera on in one hand, and tests in the other. "have a nice day!" i smiled at the cashier, "you too." i got back in the car setting the camera up just before the timer went off. "okay, here goes nothing." i opened the box again taking the tests out looking them over. "negative. positive. negative and positive," i sighed, "what the hell am i meant to do with this? im just gonna get a doc appointment, so bare with me here." i grabbed my phone, pulling the Doctors Office's phone number putting it on speaker. "Doctors Office Incorporated, how may i help you?" "hi there, do you think you can get me in anytime soon?" i asked, "for a blood test or something. i need to know if im pregnant." it was quiet for a little and i looked up at the camera. "we can get you in 10 minutes from now, will that work for you?" "that will thank you." "okay i just need a name." "brooklyn day. b r double o k l y n." "that is all booked in we'll see you soon." "yes, will do."