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i think i enjoyed writing this one too much🥺Y/n pov
Seungmin and I have been dating for almost 2 months. It was amazing, my best relationship yet. There were a few things missing from the relationship. It was almost perfect. But neither Me or him have said I love you and We have only ever been on a few dates. I only recently moved in with him and we have only slept in the same bed twice but only by accident. I love him, i really do. I just don't know how to tell him because I don't want to freak him out. I also don't want to make it seem like im rushing things but I've been wanting to sleep in the same bed with him since the day we moved in together.
nobody's pov
It was currently 6 pm and Seungmin was preparing dinner. you watched your lovely boyfriend make dinner for you and himself.
"He's perfect... I just want to hold him in my arms" you pouted as you were lost in your own thoughts. you barely realized he was speaking to you.
"y/n... y/n?" seungmin stared at you waiting for you to respond.
"o-oh yeah sorry min. what's up?"
"Nothing, you just keep staring at me and ignoring what im saying." He laughed
"What were you thinking about love?" he asked out of curiosity
"Just some dumb things i guess."
"Really?" he was unsure of your response since you seemed kind of off.
"We can talk after we eat." you simply responded while giving him a smile.
Seungmin finished dinner and you were both happily enjoying the food in silence.
"This is so good!!" you said while stuffing your face
"Thank you babe." He said while giggling at your cuteness.
a thought popped into your head. you weren't sure if u should ask but you felt like it would be a good way to spend the rest of the night.
"Hey min"
"yeah?"
"Do you want to cuddle in your room tonight and watch a movie?" you smiled at him waiting for his response.
He almost choked on his food.
The furthest you both had gone was going on small dates and maybe kissing no more than 9 times. small kisses...
'its only a movie and cuddling' you pouted to yourself as seungmin could be thinking of it in a different way.
"S-sure y/n." He smiled back at you.
after dinner
he lied down on his bed while letting you choose the movie to watch. You picked out a romantic one because you had never watched romance with your boyfriend.
you crawled into the blankets with him. You put your head on his chest, hearing his heart beat faster and faster. it was cute. you swung your leg and arm over him, basically wrapping your whole body around him. you felt so comforted.
Seungmin was hesitant before he wrapped his arms around you later on. Now there was absolutely no space between the both of you. and you both were enjoying every second of it.
You could barely focus on the screen as you took in what was all happening between you and seungmin. He was so warm. He smelt like vanilla. You could still feel his heart beat as you were lying on his chest. You closed your eyes for a second before opening them back up. you were gonna say it...
you took the remote and paused the movie.
"Why did you pause it love?" he asked you.
"I have something to tell you."
"You can tell me anything y/n." he said while trying to sit up.
"No don't sit up, stay like this... I like it like this." you said as you tightened your grip around him.
"Okay, go ahead and tell me y/n"
You took a deep breath and your heart beat increased.
"I love you Kim Seungmin." You said while closing your eyes in anticipation. Hoping for a good response.
It was silent.
'Does he not love me back?' you stayed in the same position, scared to even look at him.
He took his arms off of you. Now you were only holding him. your heart sank.
It was about a minute of silence before you heard sniffles and felt his chest rising up and down.
'was he... crying?'
You looked up and saw tears falling from your boyfriends eyes, gliding down his face. your heart shattered.
You didn't know what to say.
You took your hand and wiped his tears away.
'Why is he crying?' you were no longer tense but now crying. You didn't know why he was crying but you had never seen him cry. It made you sad to see him crying.
You got on his lap, wrapping your hands around his waist and burying your face in his neck as you were both now crying. you were just that sensitive to seeing someone you love cry.
"Why are you crying min?" you whispered into his neck.
"I love you too y/n" You brought your face up and looked into his eyes before crashing your lips into his.
It was soft and blissful. His lips felt so smooth against yours as they moved in sync together. He deepened the kiss more and more. you entangled your fingers in his hair, caressing him. He wrapped his arms around your waist and bringing you closer to him.
You broke the kiss as you both were out of breath.
"Nobody I have ever been with has told me those words y/n. I know they were simple words but they mean a lot to me. You mean a lot to me. I'm sorry for crying, I couldn't help it." He managed to say all that while just getting over with sobbing.
you brought your hand up to his cheek and caressed it trying to comfort him.
"Don't apologize. I understand. I love you so much you don't even understand min. Since the day we moved in, I've been wanting to say those words to you." you spoke out.
"Thank you y/n." he brought you back down to lay on the matress before taking you into his arms.
"Goodnight my love."
"Goodnight."
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