I'm sorry, for not being the perfect girlfriend.
I'm sorry, for not being good enough for you.
I'm sorry, for not looking like a model.
I'm sorry, for not listening to anything you say.
I'm sorry, for not knowing anything.
I'm sorry, for not being able to make you happy.
I'm sorry, that I'm afraid of you.
I'm sorry, that you choose to hurt me with your bitter words.
I'm sorry, that you get so mad at me...to the point you scream and tell me to shut up.
I'm sorry, that I'm depressed...but it's not a choice.
If it was a choice, I wouldn't be depressed.
I'm sorry, that you think that I don't love you.
I'm sorry, that my insecurities are getting the best of me.
I'm sorry, that I was stupid to hurt myself.
I'm sorry, that I can't help how I feel.
I'm sorry, that I always make your day bad
I'm sorry, that I am a mess and cannot be fixed.
I'm sorry, that everything I'm saying...you've said.
I'm sorry, that I made you treat me this way.
I'm sorry, for being this way....
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Road To Recovery
PoetryRoad To Recovery is poems, which I've written about what I've gone through with mental illness. I was diagnosed with depression at a young age and have been struggling with it for years. I was in a mental institution, over thirty times in the last s...