JungKook - Mafia's Princess

Chapter 13

JUNGKOOK'S P.O.V

I know that if I don't burn off all this weight I had on my shoulders I will explode.My knuckles turned white with how hard I'm clenching my fists.I  go to my living room and sit on the couch kicking everyone out.I turn on the TV and put it on a past movie I was watching.

I was not paying any attention to it,my mind's elsewhere.Without noticing hot tears start falling,flashbacks of
Y/N suffering and the day his mother was killed and how I was forced to watch my mother's body being burned haunted  my mind.My breathing became fast and desperate,obviously I'm having a panic attack.I start gripping on the pillows trying everything to escape this nightmare.This cruel life.

Everything was going so fast,my breathing getting even faster.I felt like passing out when a soft delicate voice stopped all my pain.The only girl who can make the world stop just by her beauty.

Y/N P.O.V

I'm tired of staying in that room.I've gotten way better and stronger now and just felt like a good tour around the house would be good.I did wonder where Jungkook went but it should be none of my business.I get up from bed and leave the room,maids bowing down at me.Afterall ,I am THE wife of Jeon Jungkook with his freaking gorgeous handsome face.

As I'm walking around I see maids whispering to each other and pointing at a door.I look at them confused.
"Who's in there?" I ask at the closest lady.
"Mr.Jeon.He's alone in there but he's extremely mad.We don't know what's going on" She bows
I nod and grab the door handle earning a gasp from the maids as they to convince me not to go.
I ignore them and close the door behind me.

I call out Jungkook's name only to be surprised seeing how he has red shot  puffy eyes.It's oh so clear he's having a panic attack.I run to him and sit next to him calling out his name softly.I knew what to do.I've always had them but my mother was always there to help me but after her death I had to learn how to calm down and control them by myself.After a while I just stopped having them.

JUNGKOOK'S P.O.V

Her scent intoxicating and I need more. I grab her and put her on my lap.She didn't protest.I hugged her tight,failing to control myself.She started playing with my hair,it..kind of calmed me down.She started talking.
"Let's count up to 20 mhm?" I rapidly nod,my head buried on her neck.She starts counting one number at a time.By the time we got to 20 my breathing was back to normal.She keeps on playing with my hair.
"Is it your first time getting panic attacks?" She softly asks.Uugh that voice!I shake my head as no.
She nods.

Moments later I pull us down and she gasps.I put her next to me not letting her go,making sure there's no space between us.Its moments like this that I learn to value.I mumble a slight thank you and look down to see an already sleeping Y/N.I genuinely smile down at her.