I'm back at this
*laughs*
I wonder if you and her are friends still
Probably are
Y'all like the same k pop group
I bet y'all still go crazy over them
*laughs again*
Shit me too
I go crazy over them too but I hide it
My k pop friends see it when we talk
I go crazy over a lot of groups now
But why would you care
When y'all talk is my name brought up
Do y'all talk about what if y'all reconnect with me
Or she still hate me
Do you think this time of apart is good
I bet she told you I was in group chat
During bang bang con
How you react
I won't be surprised if she shows you her toxic nature
Even if she did I bet y'all will still be friends
Maybe not
I don't know
Do y'all think I was toxic
Do YOU think I was toxic
Over the past months
I found out things about myself
Like you would care
If you heard something about me
Would you reach out
Or will both of y'all reach out
More importantly will I answer
Life is mysterious
Will we cross paths again
Do you want to cross paths again
I had a dream about you ending our friendship
And it came true
Couple days before my birthday
Then the day after my birthday it came true
I made a wish to talk to you again
It came true for second but now we not talking
You completely done with me
I guess I'm really am toxic
People told I'm not
People told to me stop doubting myself
People told me I'm wonderful person
I like two people
But they are were unexpected
Like you would care
Maybe you would since it's not you
Since it's not pressure on you
Maybe one day you will read this sagas of poems
Will you notice it's about you
Will my questions be answered
I hope so
I can't hate you for what happened
I can't force things to happen
I guess it was your time to leave my life
I guess you were right
You were an angel to show me I can do better
To show me if I push myself I can do unexpected things
Thank you for what you done for me
I won't forget them
I will always miss you
I will miss our friendship
I'm grateful we had time together
I'm grateful I can look back at wonderful memories about you
From the bottom of my heart
I love you
YOU ARE READING
Dreadful Rose poetry
PoesíaPoetry from a guy with many different emotions varies from dark, loving, sexual, and sappy. Also many thoughts that I turn into poetry for some reason.