Unanswered Questions pt3

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I'm back at this

*laughs*

I wonder if you and her are friends still

Probably are

Y'all  like the same k pop group

I bet y'all still go crazy over them

*laughs again*

Shit me too

I go crazy over them too but I hide it

My k pop friends see it when we talk

I go crazy over a lot of groups now

But why would you care

When y'all talk is my name brought up

Do y'all talk about what if y'all reconnect with me

Or she still hate me

Do you think this time of apart is good

I bet she told you I was in group chat

During bang bang con

How you react

I won't be surprised if she shows you her toxic nature

Even if she did I bet y'all will still be friends

Maybe not

I don't know

Do y'all think I was toxic

Do YOU think I was toxic

Over the past months

I found out things about myself

Like you would care

If you heard something about me

Would you reach out

Or will both of y'all reach out

More importantly will I answer

Life is mysterious

Will we cross paths again

Do you want to cross paths again

I had a dream about you ending our friendship

And it came true

Couple days before my birthday

Then the day after my birthday it came true

I made a wish to talk to you again

It came true for second but now we not talking

You completely done with me

I guess I'm really am toxic

People told I'm not

People told to me stop doubting myself

People told me I'm wonderful person

I like two people

But they are were unexpected

Like you would care

Maybe you would since it's not you

Since it's not pressure on you

Maybe one day you will read this sagas of poems

Will you notice it's about you

Will my questions be answered

I hope so

I can't hate you for what happened

I can't force things to happen

I guess it was your time to leave my life

I guess you were right

You were an angel to show me I can do better

To show me if I push myself I can do unexpected things

Thank you for what you done for me

I won't forget them

I will always miss you

I will miss our friendship

I'm grateful we had time together

I'm grateful I can look back at wonderful memories about you

From the bottom of my heart

I love you 

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