"hey can we talk?" kairi asked me.
"ok." i said.
"come to the janitors closet." he said.
"why are you so upset jae, somethings obviously bothering you."
he said concerned.
"you really don't know." i scoffed.
"no- is it ba-" he was about to say until heather came and cut him off.
"baby, is she bothering you again?" she told kairi.
"again, oh okay." i scoffed again and walked away.
at this point i didn't give 2 fucks about kairi and his dumbass girlfriend.
after school.
kairi
come over
jaelyn
why.
kairi
just please.
at his house
"what kairi, what do you want now." i said about to start crying again.
"what's wrong jae.. please tell me."
"i can't believe you don't realize." i said sarcastically laughing.
"please, tell me please i wanna know why you keep avoiding me." he said grabbing my arm. i look at him and roll my eyes.
"jael-"
"you wanna know why? because first fucking off, you been avoiding me because of heather everythings only about her, she seems so perfect right? also, remember the fair? you should remember that clearly. i'm done i'm so fucking done being left out 24/7 that's all you do, you never wanna hangout with me either. i feel so useless being around you. and lastly because i fucking like you, fucking idiot!" i said crying.
their was a silence between us,
he was in shock, all i did was cover my eyes trying not to cry even more.
"but- why bring heather into this.." he said confused.
"because she's the reason why i'm feeling useless."
"remember the fair?" i asked
"yeah.." he said.
"you gave her my fav sweater i'd always wear.." i said sad.
"it's just polyester.." he said
"but you like her better." i said crying.
"i wish i were heather" i said about to get up and leave.
"jae, don't go. please." he said.
he pulled me into a hug as i cried in his chest.
"i'm so sorry. i didn't know you felt this way. i love you." he said.
"i wish i was perfect like her." i said.
"you are jae, nobody can deny that." he said caressing my cheek and tears dripped down my cheek.
DAYUHMMM
- jas <3
