Here I sit, stare nothingness through my tears, seeing nothing but a pain,
feeling how life just feell through my fingers, like ashes, without meaning,
tears burning my soul, cutting my eyes, filling me with numbness...
Here I live while others are hurt, and it hurts me, hurt because of the life,
Why I am the lucky one, why I manage to get through the pain, through the sorrow,
all it hurts me, life is so unfair, hurting just like random, hurting innocent...
Here I wonder what has granted me this special favor, power over the pain,
favor to avoid most pain, favor to be as I am, be as so strong as I am,
it hurts me because of the weak, it hurts me but I'll survive because I am strong...
