My brother is Luke Hemmings

chapter 7

Dont hate me if this dosnt make scense but enjoy

Katys pov

Im going to tell them everything why am i doing this to myself i dont ever want to reelive the past but they need to know .

"With my past you guys have to know im not telling you everything yet and dont ask Beth to tell you because she wont." The guys all nodded "Luke i guess you know some of the stuff about my past" Luke nodded at me "so what do you know?"

Luke cleared his throat "we know that you were bullied by some kid you went to school with , that you tried to kill yourself because of bullying."

They barely told him anything and whos we?

"Right so i have to tell you everything from the begining and whos we?"

A look came onto lukes face as he realised his mistake "we is me and the lads" okay then .

"Okay well it started in year nine i had my first boyfriend Charlie he was really good friends with me and beth, about six weeks into the relationship he started controling who i would hang out with ,who i hung out with ,what i would wear" my voice was begining to crack i knew i was going to cry "a few days after Charlie started controlling me , i went to a party with beth and when we where there one of charlies best friends pulled me, into a bedroom and he did things i didnt want him to do to me he raped me that night and when i told Charlie he called me a s*ut and beat me up." I was crying i didnt ever want to remember this.

"After charlie beat me up i was put into hospital with 7 broken ribs a broken leg because he had thrown me down the stairs and a dislocted wrist."

Looking up i saw everybody crying even beth though she knows about everything.

"Beth found me the doctors said i was lucky to be alive after the beating i had. When beth found me i was loosing blood and passed out, when i woke up Charlie was the saying that he had a right to see me because we where dating so the doctors let him in to see me." I took a shaky breath in and out " i broke up with Charlie that day and he called me fat and that he had been dared to ask me out after he said this i knew was fat i started starving myself and when i would rarely eat i would make myself throw up i knew i wasnt perfect and i never would be the lighest i have ever been was 99 pounds after a while i started selfharming , at school Charlie told everybody that i cheated on him after a few months of that i tried to overdose on a load of painkillers i also drank half a bottle of vodka.

Beth came to find me because we had a horrible day at school she found me on my bedroom floor she called an ambulance when we were at the hospital they pumped my stomach so i guess thats when Bill and Sally told me mam because i found out i was adopted 2 weeks later so that was last week"

Luke looked so angry

Ashton looked ashamed he had asked me about my story

Michael looked upset

Calum looked like he was in deep thought

Beth being beth was comforting my mam

Calum broke the scilence "Katy what is Charlies surname?" Strange question but i told him anyway "his surname is green why?"

Luke stood up looking even more angry than he had a few minutes ago"right thats it i always knew he was an arse but he put my little sister in the freaking hospital i am going to bloody kill him"

What the hell how dose he know Charlie?

"Luke how do you know Charlie?" I asked him timidly

"I know him because before he moved to the uk he lived in australia and he was our drummer before Ash we kicked him out because he tried to punch mike in the face and he has anger issues a few weeks later he moved to the uk where you then dated him amd everything else happend he must have been in the band about four years ago."

Whoa thats so scary my older brother knows my abusive ex boyfriend.

Okay so that was katys story i cried while writing this i might update later on or tommorow