I'm in Lesbians with You (momoJiro)

Hurting Deep

Jiro pov)
Momo shows up to my dorm earlier than usual. In fact I had barely waken up when I hear knocks on my door my door. I open it, letting her in. She seems nervous.

"What's wrong?" Momo smiles.

"I found myself a boyfriend." I force the pain down, I knew she was straight and I didn't have a chance but this confirms it. I can't do all the things I want, and it's sucks. I force a smile, closing my eyes to keep the tears in.

"That's great Momo!" She smiles down at me, tilting her head.

"Thank you Jiro! Sorry but I won't be able to walk with you to school today. Tenya and I wanted to talk before hand." So Iida is her boyfriend huh? I mean I guess I see it. Doesn't make the pain any less.

"That's okay, I'm happy you found your person." She smiles, saying her goodbyes and walking away. I close the door and sigh, feeling tears bubble up in my eyes. Why? Why does she effect me so much? Why do I hurt even though I knew I didn't have a chance? Just why? I don't want to go to school today, so act sick. I get off the floor, walking into my bathroom. I open the drawer and grab my makeup bag out, grabbing a blush and brush out. I put some blush under my eyes and on my nose, afterwards I plug in my hair dryer. I put all my cosmetics away and turn on my hairdryer. I've used this trick so many times and it always works. I blow hot air on my forehead for a while. Once I deem it's good I walk to Minas dorm. I knock, knowing she has a thermometer. She opens and immediately looks worried.

"Are you okay Jiro?" I shake my head.

"Can I use your thermometer? I feel sick." She gasps, grabbing my arm and guiding me into her dorm. She walks into her bathroom and comes out shortly, handing me the small device. I hold it to my head, clicking the button and waiting for a beep. I pull it away and get happy when the number, '101.3' flashes up on the screen.

"Jiro! Jesus I'll tell Aisawa you can't make it today, that's bad. Go get some rest, k?" I nod, getting off of her bed and walking to the door.

"Thanks Mina, ill see you later." I walk back to my dorm and flop onto my mattress, why do I feel like this? Honestly I knew she was just a friend and I would have absolutely no chance at all but, I can't help but feel bad. I just want her. The worst part is she's hinted at not liking guys before, but I always took them with a grain of salt. But this just kills all those hints. Iida is with her now, he can make he happy. "Dammit! Why is this so hard." I slam my fist on the bed. I throw on my sick face and make my voice lower. I open the door and, Bakugo?

"I hear you scream, and my god you look like shit. What's up?" I scoff, walking away from the door and letting him in.

"I'm sick and there's a bunch of other things factoring into this, and honestly I feel like shit." Bakugo walks in, muttering something to Kirishima. He closes the door and walks up to me.

"All bullshit aside it's because of Four Eyes and Ponytail isn't it?" I feel tears well up in my eyes as a I nod. "Come 'er Jiro." I perk up at the sound of my name out of Bakugos mouth. I sit up, seeing that he's sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Yeah?" He smirks.

"Between you and me, Ponytail didn't look happy when she left Four eyes dorm. Almost like she regretted it. I think she's doing it to get someone off her mind, and you're the only one who she hangs out with enough. Jiro, I'm saying this cause I was in a similar place. She likes you, as more than a friend." I turn to look at him, blushing slightly.

"You don't have to lie, you know that right. You don't have to lie to make me feel better." I tighten my fists, I know he's lying. He lets out a noise of surprise.