"It's done she did it.But she didn't mean to mikan didn't wanna do it she wasn't herself when she attempted to kill ibuki it felt like an urge to her"
TW VIOLENCE,CURSING,AND SEXUAL THINGS PLZ READ IF U ARE OKAY WITH THESE THINGS💜💜
Somebody found mikan sitting on a bench she had her head in her hands. "Hey mikan can I sit here with you" "a-are u sure?" "May I not?" "You can if u would like to." Mikan said looking up to seeing sonia nevermind standing in her always happy face and cupped hands. "Thank you" said Sonia sitting down next to mikan "so what are the updates on..ibu-" Sonia tried to stop herself but it was to late and mikan broke down and cried her eyes out even when Sonia hugged her apologizing for being so ignorant "shh shh it's okay mikan cry it all out shh ur not a bad person I know ur not shh shh breathe with me" Sonia said pulling mikan off her gently Sonia put a hand on mikans shoulder "hey mikan deep breaths with me" "in.....out.......in......out,now do u wanna vent?" Mikan just nodded "tell me when ur ready" mikan sighed and started "I just want her to forgive me...I didn't know what came over me it was like a whole out of body experience and now my friend is in the h-hospital and my hiyoko she...she hat-es me" Sonia just looked over to her side away from mikan.You couldn't help but feel bad for mikan all her life she was just this victim or this "bad person" when she was just a broken fragile little girl.." Sonia thought while mikan was venting her heart out after some talking and venting Sonia had to go frankly Sonia was kinda weirded out by mikan and she didn't wanna hang with her for much longer So she made an excuse to leave but mikan knew that she was scared of her I mean who wouldn't? she almost hung her best friend I mean who wouldn't be scared??!! "Ibuki...hiyoko...mahiru..sato...Hagime..chiaki..kazuichi..everybody please forgive me.." mikan said standing up but the pain was to much for her legs and she fell and had a panic attack
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screaming "FORGIVE ME...FORGI..*sniff sob*FORGIVEEEEEE MEEEEEEEEEEEE" mikan said and after sitting there for a bit she went back to her dark messy quiet empty room...mikan was so used to having hiyoko complain on how being messy will taint the heart and make u less attractive...It hurt to climb in bed and not say goodnight if she could ask she wishes that hiyoko would say "goodnight pigbarf" and after having a few tears come out and go she turned over..and slowly slipped asleep..hoping that tomorrow would be a better day for her and hopefully this whole bad cloudy day would just go away and never come back..she'd hold that hiyoko was happy along with mahiru and all her friends would forgive her... "I hope I can tell ibuki..how I fee-feel" and with all that she feel asleep.......
