A/N Now I know I ain't shit but this writers block is something serious. I managed to give you guys a short chapter but its better then nothing. Love ya!
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~Bey's POV~
Larry's question really threw me for a loop. I don't know why but it really bothered me. I was happy. I am happy. Sure everyday isn't sunshine and rainbows but nobody's life is perfect. So I'm confused why I feel this way.
Why are you thinking so hard about this? The answer is so damn simple.
"Then what is it?" I replied to myself.
Not telling you. Figure it out by yourself Sherlock.
I can honestly say that my mind is officially my worst enemy.
~Larry's POV~
After me and Monster got to Brazil I made it my personal mission to avoid her unless I had no choice but to be around her.
I didn't tell anybody about what happened on the plane. If I did I'd be the one in trouble for causing it to happen. I mean I did but I didn't want people agreeing with me. Plus Lau would have more than words for me.
Ever since then Lilani has become extra annoying to me. She wasn't that normal kind of annoying that girlfriends usually are. Not anymore. Everytime she talked, I prayed the Lord would take my hearing away. Just until she left. Her presense made my skin crawl but I couldn't bring myself to break up with her.
She was my distraction from the pain. That's all she'll ever be until I get who I want. And one of these days I will get her.
