I'm Sorry.

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The words drown into my head
'Meghan you're moving to modesto'
'What mom what do you mean?' I waited for a response 'you're leaving in a few weeks before things start to happen and you're coming to stay with me LA is not the place for you Meghan... look at this situation'. I swallowed regretting a lot of things 'mom I didn't ask for this I was in a bad place and then joey came along'. my mind was crazy right now I planned on spending my life with Joey he's just so perfect and I ruined it all. 'you have 2 weeks Meghan'. The phone went dead I could tell my mom wasn't as happy. I heard heavy breathing outside my door it began to scare me my bedroom door flew open it was joey . I began to speak trying to cover my tear stained face 'MEGHAN ARE YOU....Pregnant?' Joey said excited but whispered pregnant. a tear rolled down my cheek i quickly wiped it 'oh Meghan?' Joey said worried. 'JJoeeyy... Iam so sorry i didn't mean..' I was stopped by joey 'please don't be sorry I'm over the moon I'm gonna be a dad and my child's mother will be the love of my life'. 'Joey stop' I said raising my voice 'I can't do this anymore yes I'm pregnant but something happened' Joey joined me on the bed he looked at me waiting for me to speak again. ' before we got together I went to a party and I got drunk and well you can guess what happened'. I stopped speaking and looked down into my lap 'SO THE BABY IS NOT MINE?!' Joey said starting to get angry 'NO SORRYJOEY WE WERENT EVEN TOGETHER' I shouted back in pain. 'WHO IS THE DAD?' ' that doesn't matter he will never find out about the baby'. Joey started crying it hurt me seeing he was sad 'who is the dad Meghan? Are you keeping the baby? Are you even keeping me...?'. ' it doesn't matter and yes I will keep the baby... please Joey I love you so much I just gotta go now'. 'what do you mean you gotta go now?' 'Joey I'm leaving to Mexico so the baby can have a family'. I chocked on my words 'NO YOURE NOT LEAVING THE BABY WILL HAVE A FAMILY HERE ILL BE THE DAD I DONT CARE IF ITS NOT MINE I LOVE YOU AND THE BABY'. I started crying when joey tried wrapping his arms around me 'I can't do it I'm so sorry'.

That's it I'm leaving earlier than expected.

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I hate myself and the story should have 1 or 2 chapters left then that's it but thank you so so much for reading. the great responses I get thank you.

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