Chasing Love

chapter 19

Ella's POV:
I laid gently on the bed about to sleep thinking about Gabriel and how good he acted with me when a message popped on my phone.
I took my phone from my bedside table to open the message, i can't actually believe i was wrong about him.
Gabriel and that sl*t laying together in bed naked and he has the guts to send it to me?
I dropped my phone in anger and tears. He actually will never change and will never stop hurting me.
Do i really deserve all I'm getting from him? Was i wrong to ever love and forgive him? I don't know why it hurts so much and why i can't stop crying.
I hugged my pillow and cried, jealous...I'm so jealous. I just can't stand him with other girls and i want him all for myself.
I guess this is what happens when you love someone who doesn't love you. I now know how Andrew feels seeing me with Gabriel, love is so bad and worse.
I'm not gonna forgive him this time around for what he did, i will cut all ties with him and finally leave.

"Ella please you need to come check up on William" mom said from the door.
"go away mom, i don't want to see him" I yelled in tears, I'm so mad that i don't even want to see anything or anyone that reminds me of him.
"but Ella..."
"you're not deaf mom!!!" I yelled before i heard her leave. Chat MartinMartino on zero eight one eighty thirty fourteen twenty one to be added to his WhatsApp group.
Sometimes i turn my aggression on my poor mother and innocent baby who have nothing to do with what I'm going through.
I cried myself to sleep, with a banging headache.
I woke up late the next morning and sluggishly dressed up for school. Mom wanted to tell me something about William but i shrugged her off and left the house.
I got on my bike and drove to school, everywhere was silent indicating classes have begun.
I went straight to the lounge to stay there because i can't start explaining myself to a teacher right now.
I dropped my backpack on one of the couches when i percieved a familiar scent, then i felt someone hug me from behind.
My body went numb as he kissed my neck sending cold shivers down my spine. He keeps making me a fool for him, "I missed you baby, why did you come late?" he asked trailing kisses down my neck.
I feel enraged and hurt, i turned around and met with his pretty and decietful blue eyes.
"what is wrong Ella? You look like you've been crying...What happened?" he asked like he doesn't know what he did.
I pushed him angrily, "you lying cheat! Pretending not to know what happened after what you sent to me last night"
"what are you talking about Ella? I don't understand, what did i send to you?" he asked still pretending.
"you lie about loving me, missing me and wanting to change for me and our son yet you still go about f**king that whore" he stopped me.
"wait what? I swear to you that I've changed. I am completely in love with you and i don't wanna hurt you anymore"
I scoffed, "last night you sent me an aftersex picture of you and Louisa or whatever her name is..."
"what?! I didn't do...Oh no, Louisa drugged me. I wasn't aware i swear on my life Ella, I'm telling you the truth please believe me"

I held my head in frustration, "more lies! More f**king lies Gabriel! You keep hurting me because you know how i feel about you. Yes I get jealous when i see you with other girls i can't stand it because i want you for myself only. Am i asking for too much?"
He shut his eyes and opened them again "please don't do this to us Ella. This once believe me when i tell you i did control myself"
His eyes say i should believe him but my heart keeps faltering.
"i can't believe..." i was cut off by the sound of my phone ringing.
I brought it out from my backpack and ignored it when i saw the caller ID.
He saw it also, "won't you pick up?"
"it's not important" i replied coldly.
Mom kept calling until he snatched it and picked it up putting it on loudspeaker, mom began talking.
"why aren't you picking my calls Ella? If you have some issues with his father the poor innocent baby shouldn't suffer for it. I have been trying to tell you since last night, even this morning but you said you didn't want to see your own baby.

I wanted to tell you that William is sick and at the hospital” she said making my heart drop.
Dear God I’m in trouble because Gabriel heard it all and his look has changed.