forgetting

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an: really sorry i havent updated in a while
please vote for this I put A LOT of effort into this chapter
-lizz

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Let's POV:

"Wow, this was amazing," I say leaning back in my chair rubbing my stomach.

Harry looks over at me and chuckles, he points to my empty plate with his fork and says "...It looks like you enjoyed it,"

"Ha ha, I'm a growing girl, Harry, I will eat as much as I want," I say as Anne looks over and nods her head.

"Oh, stop it Harry. Leave the girl alone. Look at her she needs to eat." Anne says after swallowing her food.

I blush looking down at my lap, I didn't think I was that tiny, and it just got really awkward when people mentioned my size. (an: get ur mind out of the gutter smh)

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later that night

I wake up, it's dark out, a wave of panic rushes over me.

Where am I?

I turn to my side, after realizing I was in bed, and there is a man there.

I begin to breathe rapidly, and walk slowly towards the door.

Where am I going?

I begin to cry as I come to the realization that I don't know anything, for all I know this man, in my bed, could want to hurt me.

I'm so confused, I don't no what to do.

I begin to feel claustrophobic, in a wide open room. I don't know anything.

The mysterious man starts to rustle around in the bed, while I stand near the door, biting my nails, shaking slowly from anxiety.

Slow, deep breaths I tell myself.

But fuck, I don't even know my own name.

I feel trapped, like I can't escape this extreme level of confusion.

"Let?" I hear a voice call and I begin to feel alarming levels of anxiety.

I begin to hear bells ringing in my ears, and fuzzy black specs start to cover my field of vision, I get so scared, I start blinking really fast hoping to erase the dots.

This is all just a dream, I tell myself, but that does nothing as I can barely hear my thoughts over my rapidly beating heart, as I see him walking near me.

"Who are you, get away from me." I scream at him, my vision blurring from my tears.

I can't hear anything, he is speaking but I can't hear him.

I'm screaming "Don't touch me," he grabs my arms tighter.

"Help, help," I scream out, although I don't know anyone, I don't even know my own name.

"Someone, please, help me," I sob.

An older woman and man run into the room, looking frightened.

The male looks to them as if asking "What do I do?".

I start crying and back away from them all as the woman comes near me.

I can't control my breathing.

The dots are back, except they're coming faster and faster, until I can't see.

All I see around me is black.

I hear nothing around me, but silence.

It's confusing, am I in heaven?

How did I die?

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