One Shot Stories

I can't leave him

Whenever i read romantic stories and I'm in the part where I'm so irratited, I stopped cause I don't wanna hear scripted stories from his mouth trying to stop me from doing something that will ruin his tower of pride

I hate how I can love freely not thinking what will happen to me if he ever leaves me alone for a new girl? Or because his tired of it all? Or because in the first place... he... doesn't really love me...

When I always hear the song that he always sings for me I can't stop my tears from betraying me I can't stop my heart for aching so badly that almost wanted to just rest and never stand again

I hate things that always remind me of him

I hate him

Or maybe it's me...

I should i hate

I let myself fell

I let myself blinded by love

I let myself freely!

I hate how I'm like an old flimsy tree for a love I haven't experience in my life, how I'm so thirsty for a love that isn't mine and will never be mine

But, Yeah! I'm still dreaming someday he'll again reach for me for a love I can give him with the whole of me without over thinking for myself if it was just a tragedy for my heart maybe for, I can learn to love with limitations not giving freely if it isn't true

In the past I can always see him with shy smile and I can see myself with a red face and head looking on the ground not looking at him because of shyness

I always want his embrace so I can sleep peacefully and full of happiness

But giving all I have to him is the biggest mistake a made