One Shot Stories

10♡: Bestfriend will be bestfriend

I was always the girl in your side

The one who witness your tears because of pain even if you know that youre a true man

You were not scared to show me your real emotions

Because you trusted me as your bestfriend

You always see me as a little sister that will be always by your side and will never leave you espicially when times of your breakdown

But you didn't know that i don't look at you like a bestfriend and a bigbrother

We were just bestfriends, and it pains me that we can't be on a higher level of relationship

There once was a time that i look like a thirdwheel with your girlfriend cause i was with you two on your date, cause you said that time that you don't want me to be left alone

But it's better to be, me left alone, than with you with your love of your life

I am in back just looking at you two trying to force my tears not to fall

And just faking my smile to go with the flow

I love you as you and not as my bestfriend

But looks like you love me to but no as the way i love you

I look at the ground to stop myself from this nonsense feelings cause i know to myself that from the start we were just friends and nothing more

I look at you two and then i just can't stop myself my tears from falling

I saw you kissing her

Then minutes later you asked me

"Why are you crying?" I said nothing and just smile while looking like an idiot here because my tears is still falling from my eyes

"I was just happy for both of you and nothing else." I was still smiling at you while the girl beside you grinning ears to ears

I should be the girl beside you, No! I am the girl beside you but not the girl you loved

Youre eyes was saying the truth that youre worried

The girl beside you was also worried but she never show the expression through her face but i still can see it in her eyes

This girl beside you was my first bestfriend, she was the first person beside me, who witness my laughter, my tears of pain, my tears of happiness, and etc, but she's also the first person who knows that i fell inlove with you long time ago when we were still strangers to each other

That time i tried to get close to you but she got worried that my heart might broke into pieces and never will be fix

But i didn't listen, then we came to the point of friendship over cause she said that she will never support me to this she called shit

And now i should be the one you love cause i was the first who entered your life

Now my two bestfriends is infront of me, and both inlove to each other

My conscience will hunt me if i break them apart, i both love them that's why i let them be for each other

I run farther from them than answering his questions

I love them both so i won't hurt them both

Cause first of all i ask him if he can be my friend and not be my boyfriend, i know that part and was idiot in this part

But i still hope like in the books, because it's supposed to be a happy ending for a girl and boy bestfriends that they will be happy for each other and they will love each other

But in my story, both of my bestfriend fell inlove for each other and the girl is not me

I was the bestfriend but will never be your soon to be wife or should i say i am not the part of your happy ending

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