The Russian Billionaire (Series)

Chapter Fifteen

I walk into the living room of Savestian's apartment I spent my day at the park just thinking over everything. I don't know what to do anymore I feel so frustrated with myself right now all these thoughts and feelings that I am having for him it's eating me up inside I'm so glad he's gone for a day it will give me some time to think.

I walk into the kitchen finding a bottle of vodka making myself a drink before heading out to the pool. I take a seat at the edge of the pool looking in taking in the blueness of it all and I remember the times we spent in this pole fooling around having sex.

It's not the ocean but its close. My mind goes over everything that has happened since I met Savestian how he has made me laugh or made me smile in ways I haven't in years. I feel different when I am with him, I am different like I want to try.

I have never wanted to try before with anyone to be more than just sex or want more than a physical attraction to someone until him he has changed me. I sit with my thoughts just drinking and watching the sun go down before I heard my phone ringing, I turn looking at my bag on the coffee table.

I know I should get up an answer it that's it's probably Savestian, but I don't move I just think we need this space. A few hours go by before I felt tipsy, so I decided to take a shower and get some sleep. A few hours of twisting and turning and I was still awake I can't fall asleep for some reason this bed; his bed feels empty without him.

I miss him. The voice in my head echoes and she is right I do miss him. I sit up in bed pulling back the sheets getting out of bed I walk over to the balcony door opening them it's a bit cold, but I don't mind I like the view.

I stand taking it in just basking in all the lights before I felt a presence behind me, I don't have to look to know that it's Savestian I can feel him. I stand just waiting for him to do or say something but nothing we stand in this silence before I to face him.

I take him in, he is dressed in a light grey suit that outlines his figure just right his hair a little ruffled dark green eye hidden in the dark. How can I love a stranger? I ask myself as a stare at him I don't anything personal about him, yet I feel like I see everything when I look into his eyes.

I step to him stopping right in front of him I don't want to talk or fight or whatever I just want to feel him. I reach out touching his chest feeling his hard muscles under my hand feeling him breath I trace my hand down to his stomach and his breathing hitches.

I look up at him and he has his eyes closed I reach up placing a light kiss on his lips Savestian curls his arms around me pulling me into him. I was expecting him to deepen our kiss, but he didn't, we stand making it just feeling each other.

Savestian lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist as he walks us back to the bed, he gently lowers me on the bed, and I feel his bulge. I push my hand inside his jacket pushing it off his shoulder and he helps me.

I take my time helping him out of his clothes until he stood naked before me, I bite my lips taking him in. I pull him in bed with me wrapping my arms around him feeling his soft body pressed into me I kiss his shoulder going up to his neck.

Savestian pulls back lifting my shirt over my head then my panties, he lowers his head to my breast pulling one of my nipples into his mouth. I push up on him feeling his erection connecting with my wet eager folds and I want him.

Savestian takes his time kissing every inch of my body and I do the same just pouring all that I am feeling into my touches and he welcomes it. We get lost in our desire just as he was about to slide into me, I stop him.

"No, let me" I tell him my breathing all over the place.

Savestian lowers his head to mine trying to get his breathing under control before rolling off me and laying down. I crawl on top of him position him at my entrance before slowly sliding down on him I don't stop until he is at the tilt.