Im sorry//Chapter One

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Hi i'm Jennifer Payne but everyone calls me Jenni. My brother is Liam, yes the Liam Payne.
I live in Doncaster and L.A. but mostly L.A. I'm a singer/song writer/and model. My friends are Elenor, Kendal, Maya, Amelia, Demi, Larray(I know they have nothing to do with each other but it's for the storyline) Brady (again i know) Gigi, Luke, Ashton, Michael, Calum etc. My brother being in One Direction people assume I know all of them, but the truth is I only know Zayn and Harry. I am supposed to meet the rest of the band today. Now let's get started shall we?
————————————————————— before we start please keep in mind i'm working very hard on this story. I am a huge Larry but for the story there is nothing between them or anyone else. Liam and Maya are dating and so are Gigi and Zayn. Larray and Brady are not dating (for right now) and i'm single and so is Louis. Elenor likes Louis secretly. Enjoy!!
————————————————————— Beep! Beep! Ugh stupid alarm, stupid meeting, stupid Syco! Today was the day I was supposed to meet the rest of my brothers band One Direction. I wasn't really looking forward to it cause of what happened with my ex Matter. Oh wait you guys don't know about him! Allow me to explain, Matter and I got together when we where 15 and he was 17 I know a bit of an age difference but we where "in love" allow me to explain. Matter liked me, not for my personality for my ass. Now I know what your thinking "your just mad cause y'all aren't together" Well no i'm not I never liked him. Not before we dated, not after and most certainly not during. He liked me cause he saw me as "easy to get" the truth is i'm not. I grew up like this. Parents split when I was 2 due to my dad cheating. My mom got a new boyfriend. Let me just say he was the worst. He was nice when my mom was home (bye his name is Greg) but when she left he was cruel. (⚠️Tw!!⚠️) When she was gone he would tie me to a chair in the attic and beat me. He would cut me and burn me with anything we could. Ya that's pretty bad but the worst part? The worst part was not being able to cry. If I cried he would hit me hard, cut deeper, or burn hotter. One day my mom came home early from work and heard us in the attic. I was trying to get away from him. "Come here you little worm"
"No please leave me alone"
"I said get back here!!"
That's when my mom walked in.
"What the fuck is going on!?!"
"Ruth(that's her name) let me explain"
"No, get out"
"Oh come on"
"NO GET OUT OF MY HOUSE AND NEVER COME BACK"
"I-I"
"NOW"
"Fine but i'll be back for her one day"
"OH AND WERE THROUGH BY THE WAY"
After he was gone she turned her attention to me.
"My baby girl i'm so sorry, are you okay my sweet angel come here"
She sat down on the floor holding me and whispering sweet nothings to me
"M-Mommy"
"Yes sweetheart"
"My head hurts"
I had cuts and bruises everywhere.
"Of course, lets get you to the hospital"
*back to real time*
So ya now that you guys know about my past let's focus on the present shall we? It was 7:00 am and I have to drive an hour to meet the boys then I have to drive an other 20 mins to get my concert outfit for tomorrow's concert. (btw we are white have blue eyes and dark black hair) then tomorrow I have to fly to New York so I can sing in the Madison Square Garden. My schedule is pretty pack the next two days but once i'm done with that I get to fly to L.A. to see my friends.
————————————————————— To start the morning off I took a quick shower. Then I put on some black ripped skinny jeans and a white hooded crop top. Then I put my hair up in a ponytail, put my shoes on, then left. I didn't eat breakfast so I headed over to the BeachWood cafe down the street. When I was paying for my food I noticed a bunch of cameras flashing, I just ignored it payed then left. I stepped out and the flashing of the cameras got worse. The pops started asking me questions so I just ran to the other side of the street so I could head to my car. I was running and wasn't looking where I was going when BAM I rammed straight into someone.
"i'm so sorry about that love! hear let me help you up" a thick British accent said.
"No it's fine" I just got up and started walking.
"Wait!"
"Why"
He ran over to catch up with me.
"I'm so sorry about that. I'm Louis"
"It's fine. but I really need to get going"
"I didn't catch your name"
"That's cause I didn't give it!" I yelled as I got in my car.
———————————————-—————— How did you guys like it? i'm going through some things rn but i'll update it as soon as possible.

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