Betrayal

BROKEN

VALS POV

Takes place just after lucho tells her about Juliana and Sergio
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Valentina could feel her heart shatter into a million tiny pieces. Did she hear right? Did Juliana, the girl of her dreams, really sleep with Sergio? How could she? Why would she do that to her? Valentina had been nothing but loving and caring towards her. Valentina would have given up the world to be with her. Hell, she was ready to fight anyone she needed to just to be with her. And she turns around and does this to her? With Sergio of all people, her childhood friend? How could she do this? Valentina could feel the pain of all those tiny broken pieces in her heart being shattered even further. How could the one person who had made her so incredibly happy make her feel so incredibly hurt, so incredibly broken, so incredibly rejected. It's like lucho's words had taken the wind out of her and she couldn't breathe. The world around her was crashing down with so much force she wasn't even sure if she would be able to get back up. The pressure building up in her chest could only be released by hot tears streaming down her cheeks. Valentina loved Juliana with all her heart she would have done anything for her, and she just went and slept with her childhood friend as if Valentina meant nothing to her. As if she never loved her in the first place. As if Valentina was just some kind of experiment and she decided she wasn't for her anymore. Valentina felt used but mostly just betrayed. How could it be that Juliana had been the one to awaken her sex and love life only to have her rip it away from her. Did Valentina really mean nothing to Juliana at all? To the point that she was ready to jump into someone else's arms and that someone else was a man? And they hadn't even been broken up long either. They had just kissed accidently a couple of days ago, and already she's moved on? Valentina finally understood what Eva was trying to tell her all along. Juliana didn't love her at all. Of course she didn't. they came from 2 very different worlds and Juliana didn't think she was worth fighting the world for. She had made that very clear when she walked away from Valentina the moment things started to get tough. Valentina felt like a fool. Her feelings had been toyed with. She had fought with her sister for her. She had put up with the torments of her so called friends from university for being gay. She left Lucho for her although she should have done that a long time ago, but, Juliana was the push she needed to finally be rid of him. All that hardship just felt like it was for absolutely nothing now. She had made a fool of herself. Her sister was right, she is alone. Not even Juliana wanted her. And that hurt more than anything. Valentina felt empty inside. Like every second she had spent with Juliana had all been a lie. Juliana didn't want her at all. She never loved her and that hurt more than anything else. Valentina had always been honest about how she felt about Juliana she made sure she told Juliana exactly how she felt and when words weren't enough, she showed Juliana how much she loves her through her actions, with every kiss and touch. Especially during their first time. Why would she agree to sleep with her in the first place if she was just going to leave and sleep with someone else? How could she be so cruel? Valentina's life was just one big mess and with the betrayal of Juliana she felt the most alone she had ever felt her entire life. She was broken.