Betrayal

Juliana felt incredibly stupid for letting Sergio mess with her head. How could she have possibly believed him when he said that Valentina would go back to Lucho when she had broken up with him just to be with her? How could she have believed Sergio when Valentina had proven over and over again how much she cared for and loved Juliana? She was willing to fight her own family and friends to be with Juliana even when Juliana had walked away from her. But seeing that jerk Lucho with his arms around her Valentina, had triggered something deep with in her. Seeing them all cozied up in front of the fire made her blood boil. Valentina was hers why was she cuddling up with Lucho of all people? Lucho who was a complete asshole who never cared for Valentina who only hurt her over and over again. Was that all it took? For her mother to give Valentina a telling off for her to run back into the arms of her dirt bag ex-boyfriend? What happened to wanting to fight anyone just to be with her? Juliana was so overcome with anger and rejection that she left and didn't look back. Straight into the arms of Sergio who confirmed what he had been telling Juliana from the very beginning, that rich people get bored and only use you when they want to be entertained and when they don't need you anymore they will be nowhere to be found. After seeing Val wrapped up in Lucho's arms and the Mezcal buzzing in her brain, she felt the truth in his words. That Valentina was done with her, which left her in the predicament she is in now.

Guilty. There was no other way to describe how Juliana felt in this moment other than that six letter word so full of shame. Juliana only felt shame and guilt. She had betrayed her one true love, Valentina. How could she have been so incredibly stupid? Did she really just sleep with a man just to prove a point? To prove to her mother that she has had an experience with a man and would still choose Valentina? Not that that couldn't have been done without sleeping with Sergio of all people. Had she really slept with Sergio just because she felt jealous of Lucho holding her Valentina? That she was angry for choosing him over her? They weren't even together anymore as Sergio so conveniently just mentioned. Why did she even sleep with him? He doesn't even come close to Valentina. Valentina is perfect. So incredibly Beautiful with her hazelnut hair and her golden long locks. Her piercing blue ocean eyes that couldn't be any bluer. Her gorgeous soft, smooth milky skin that always smelt amazing. Her perfect plump pink lips that fitted perfectly with hers. The way her hand fitted perfectly in hers. Her soft gentle touches. She always looked at Juliana as if she was the only person in the world that existed. She never saw anything but pure love and care in those gorgeous ocean blue eyes. She was loving, caring, generous, gentle, kind, sweet, amazing, supportive, and just absolutely perfect. And she blew it all. Just to make a point? How could she have been so incredibly stupid? Sergio doesn't even come close to Valentina. Nobody could. There's just no way anyone could compete with Valentina she was on a league of her own. How could she have possibly thought that she would even like sleeping with Sergio of all people? She wasn't even attracted to him. He was not tall like Valentina. He didn't have soft skin like Valentina. He was not smooth like Valentina. He was not gentle like Valentina. He didn't look at her the way Valentina did. He was just not Valentina! She practically just lay there and stared at the ceiling waiting for it to be over. She felt nothing but discomfort. She wanted Valentina and Valentina only. She was definitely gay. There was no doubt about that.

Even though Juliana and Valentina weren't a couple anymore she had betrayed her feelings for Valentina. She had given in to the outside pressures even though she knew better. She had told her mother multiple times that she was in love with Valentina. That that would never ever change no matter what. Heck, she had even told Eva that her feelings for Valentina were real. And yet here she was in bed with Sergio a guy she was never attracted to nor did she particularly like, all because she let her mother, Sergio and her jealousy get the best of her.

One thing was for sure after this disaster. She was completely and utterly in love with Valentina and she had no idea how she was going to fix this.